Update: Nov. 8
Ok, so we called my surgeon yesterday because I have been feeling exceptionally crappy lately, and he finally called back around 9 or so. So, he informed us that we are going to do a bit of experimenting with me. Apparently, there is a method for men with prostate cancer (Who develop tumors similar to mine, i.e. very vascular) to reduce the size of tumors by using testosterone receptor blockers. And this is what we are going to try with me. Unfortunately, unlike men who have prostate cancer, I am a teenager, i.e. testosterone is kinda important right now in my development. I'm only going to be on the medication for 3 or so weeks, but now I am going to have the added pressure of keeping a constant watch on my body to ensure that I don't lose too much muscle mass, etc.
And now for pictures. You can thank being home sick and boredom for them.
This is how I feel. I wish my hood would just go on forever and that I could just fall into its black hole of nothingness.
This is how I spent last night. Sitting down.
Starting to stand.
Standing.
With blaster rifle.
Update Over...For Now
---{100 Little Things You Didn't Know About Me}---
1. Full Name: Weston B. Lent
2. Nicknames: Wild Wes, Phoenix, Anime
3. Birthday: February 6
4. Place of Birth: Poway
5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Grade: Ummmm...B?
8. School: SDSU
9. Occupation: Student, wannabe artist
10. Residence: San Diego
11. Screen Name: BCAnime, PXPhoenix, PX_Phoenix, [p]X | Phoenix, [p]X | KalEl Krypton's Last Son, =Superman=KalEl
__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: Black/Dark Brown
13. Hair Length: Little over an inch at the moment
14. Eye color: Brown
15. Best Feature: It has to be the pimpstache! But I've been told I have a pretty good smile and nice girly eyelashes
16. Height: 5'9-5'10
17. Braces?: Not anymore, but have to wear a retainer at night for the rest of my life
18. Glasses?: No, but looking at my parents, I will eventually need them
19. Piercing: Nope
20. Tattoos: I eventually want to get one once my health situation settles down
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: Conor...Don't really know why we aren't friends anymore, we still hang out with the same people and like the same stuff...Weird
23. First Award: Oh my, I can't even remember my first award...So I'm going to play it safe and say Honor Roll
24. First Sport You Joined: Baseball
25. First pet: Can't remember which came first, the dog, Skippy, or the turtle, Leonardo (Yes, as in the TMNT
)
26. First Real Vacation: Oregon
27. First Concert: Living Legends/Jedi Mind Tricks/Pigeon John...PJ was amazing
28. First Love: Crystal (I can't remember how to spell her last name)...It was about the 4th or 5th grade, and I think every boy in my school had a crush on her lol
___ Favorites___
29. Movie: Reservoir Dogs, any Kurosawa film, any of those Clint Eastwood westerns, to many to list :p
30. TV Show: Smallville, Who's Line is it Anyway, Miami Ink, various cartoons
31. Colors: Black, Blue
32. Rapper: Tupac, none can match his skill
33. Band: Way to many to list again, but: The Offspring, Less Than Jake, Living Legends, Beastie Boys, Tupac
34. Song Right Now: "Save Me" - Remy Zero
35. Friend: Angelo and John
36. Candy: Snickers
37. Sport to Play: Baseball and Paintballing
38. Restaurant: Mario's
39. Favorite brand to wear: Split I guess...I don't care about brands...Just what I think looks good.
40. Store: Elyzium (Oh how I miss my Shelter Streetwear)
41. School Subject: At the moment, Western Civ.
42. Animal: Wolf? I dunno
43. Book: Dragon Star and Dragon Prince series
44. Magazine: PCGamer
45. Shoes: My Vans
___Currently___
46. Feeling: Sick, and tired, and sad
47. Single or Taken?: Single, with all the stuff I'm going through, I could really use a GF, but no time to spit game
48. Have a crush: Morgan Webb is hawt *drool*
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Horchata
51. Typing: This
52. Online?: I would have to be since I'm typing this on my blog
53. Listening To: "Get Fly" - Atmosphere
54. Thinking About: If I'll ever get better
55. Wanting To: Not be sick
56. Watching: My computer screen
57. Wearing: My pajamas
__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: Indeed
59. Want to be Married?: Word
61. Where do you want to live: San Diego, or Seattle, or Hawaii
62. Car: As long as it is an automatic and not a piece of shit, it'll do
__What do you Want in a Partner___
63. Hair color: No preference
64. Hair length: Whatever makes her feel good
65. Eye color: As long as I can just stare into them and get lost, they can be any color under the sun
66. Measurements: W/e
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute, but sexy in private
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes without a doubt
69. Hugs or Kisses: Depends on the situation
70. Short or Tall: Who cares as long as she has a tall personality
71. Easygoing or serious: Bit of both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic, but spontaneous at times
73. Fatty or Skinny: Somewhere in the middle
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship...God I'm tired of all these girls that just want to hook-up...
76. Sweet or Caring: Can't she be both? :p
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hmmmm...I dunno...Maybe someone like me, who is just a bit crazy at times
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope
79. Had Alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: No
81. Ran Away From Home: I had thought about it during one of my rants when I was little
82. Broken a bone: Many
83. Got an X-ray: Many
84. Been with someone: If we are talking about sex here then no, still represented the virgin team
85. Broken Someones Heart: I'm sure I have
86. Broke Up With Someone: Nope
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes, because he had fought for so long and finally lost the battle
88. Cried At School: Nope
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: I'm agnostic, so I can't say...
90. Miracles: Hey, I guess everyone gets lucky
91. Love At First sight: Yes
92. Ghosts: Possibly....There is a lot of weird shit that happens that we can't explain
93. Aliens: Why not? We couldn't possibly be the only living things in the universe could we?
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: I'd like to believe that Heaven is something you can find here on Earth
96. Hell: I'm living through it right now
97. Angels: Dunno
98. Kissing on The First Date: Why not?
99. Horoscopes: Negative
___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have?: Morgan Webb? Lol...But yea, every girl I ever had feelings for
Ok, so we called my surgeon yesterday because I have been feeling exceptionally crappy lately, and he finally called back around 9 or so. So, he informed us that we are going to do a bit of experimenting with me. Apparently, there is a method for men with prostate cancer (Who develop tumors similar to mine, i.e. very vascular) to reduce the size of tumors by using testosterone receptor blockers. And this is what we are going to try with me. Unfortunately, unlike men who have prostate cancer, I am a teenager, i.e. testosterone is kinda important right now in my development. I'm only going to be on the medication for 3 or so weeks, but now I am going to have the added pressure of keeping a constant watch on my body to ensure that I don't lose too much muscle mass, etc.
And now for pictures. You can thank being home sick and boredom for them.
This is how I feel. I wish my hood would just go on forever and that I could just fall into its black hole of nothingness.
This is how I spent last night. Sitting down.
Starting to stand.
Standing.
With blaster rifle.
Update Over...For Now
---{100 Little Things You Didn't Know About Me}---
1. Full Name: Weston B. Lent
2. Nicknames: Wild Wes, Phoenix, Anime
3. Birthday: February 6
4. Place of Birth: Poway
5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Grade: Ummmm...B?
8. School: SDSU
9. Occupation: Student, wannabe artist
10. Residence: San Diego
11. Screen Name: BCAnime, PXPhoenix, PX_Phoenix, [p]X | Phoenix, [p]X | KalEl Krypton's Last Son, =Superman=KalEl
__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: Black/Dark Brown
13. Hair Length: Little over an inch at the moment
14. Eye color: Brown
15. Best Feature: It has to be the pimpstache! But I've been told I have a pretty good smile and nice girly eyelashes
16. Height: 5'9-5'10
17. Braces?: Not anymore, but have to wear a retainer at night for the rest of my life
18. Glasses?: No, but looking at my parents, I will eventually need them
19. Piercing: Nope
20. Tattoos: I eventually want to get one once my health situation settles down
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: Conor...Don't really know why we aren't friends anymore, we still hang out with the same people and like the same stuff...Weird
23. First Award: Oh my, I can't even remember my first award...So I'm going to play it safe and say Honor Roll
24. First Sport You Joined: Baseball
25. First pet: Can't remember which came first, the dog, Skippy, or the turtle, Leonardo (Yes, as in the TMNT
)
26. First Real Vacation: Oregon
27. First Concert: Living Legends/Jedi Mind Tricks/Pigeon John...PJ was amazing
28. First Love: Crystal (I can't remember how to spell her last name)...It was about the 4th or 5th grade, and I think every boy in my school had a crush on her lol
___ Favorites___
29. Movie: Reservoir Dogs, any Kurosawa film, any of those Clint Eastwood westerns, to many to list :p
30. TV Show: Smallville, Who's Line is it Anyway, Miami Ink, various cartoons
31. Colors: Black, Blue
32. Rapper: Tupac, none can match his skill
33. Band: Way to many to list again, but: The Offspring, Less Than Jake, Living Legends, Beastie Boys, Tupac
34. Song Right Now: "Save Me" - Remy Zero
35. Friend: Angelo and John
36. Candy: Snickers
37. Sport to Play: Baseball and Paintballing
38. Restaurant: Mario's
39. Favorite brand to wear: Split I guess...I don't care about brands...Just what I think looks good.
40. Store: Elyzium (Oh how I miss my Shelter Streetwear)
41. School Subject: At the moment, Western Civ.
42. Animal: Wolf? I dunno
43. Book: Dragon Star and Dragon Prince series
44. Magazine: PCGamer
45. Shoes: My Vans
___Currently___
46. Feeling: Sick, and tired, and sad
47. Single or Taken?: Single, with all the stuff I'm going through, I could really use a GF, but no time to spit game
48. Have a crush: Morgan Webb is hawt *drool*
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Horchata
51. Typing: This
52. Online?: I would have to be since I'm typing this on my blog
53. Listening To: "Get Fly" - Atmosphere
54. Thinking About: If I'll ever get better
55. Wanting To: Not be sick
56. Watching: My computer screen
57. Wearing: My pajamas
__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: Indeed
59. Want to be Married?: Word
61. Where do you want to live: San Diego, or Seattle, or Hawaii
62. Car: As long as it is an automatic and not a piece of shit, it'll do
__What do you Want in a Partner___
63. Hair color: No preference
64. Hair length: Whatever makes her feel good
65. Eye color: As long as I can just stare into them and get lost, they can be any color under the sun
66. Measurements: W/e
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute, but sexy in private
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes without a doubt
69. Hugs or Kisses: Depends on the situation
70. Short or Tall: Who cares as long as she has a tall personality
71. Easygoing or serious: Bit of both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic, but spontaneous at times
73. Fatty or Skinny: Somewhere in the middle
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship...God I'm tired of all these girls that just want to hook-up...
76. Sweet or Caring: Can't she be both? :p
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hmmmm...I dunno...Maybe someone like me, who is just a bit crazy at times
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope
79. Had Alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: No
81. Ran Away From Home: I had thought about it during one of my rants when I was little
82. Broken a bone: Many
83. Got an X-ray: Many
84. Been with someone: If we are talking about sex here then no, still represented the virgin team
85. Broken Someones Heart: I'm sure I have
86. Broke Up With Someone: Nope
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes, because he had fought for so long and finally lost the battle
88. Cried At School: Nope
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: I'm agnostic, so I can't say...
90. Miracles: Hey, I guess everyone gets lucky
91. Love At First sight: Yes
92. Ghosts: Possibly....There is a lot of weird shit that happens that we can't explain
93. Aliens: Why not? We couldn't possibly be the only living things in the universe could we?
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: I'd like to believe that Heaven is something you can find here on Earth
96. Hell: I'm living through it right now
97. Angels: Dunno
98. Kissing on The First Date: Why not?
99. Horoscopes: Negative
___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have?: Morgan Webb? Lol...But yea, every girl I ever had feelings for
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Good luck with the new meds. Best wishes to you.