westie

I like to give..and only recieve when I need it. Truthfully, I do! It feels so good to do good! I can't stand that the world is full of hate at the moment, and that society and nature both are going downhill..at a fast pace. I want to do my part to change it. I want to have something to live for again. I need to feel more than this nothingness. Sometimes I want to slap all of the capitalist pigs who control everything.. in the face..and spit on their mothers for allowing their children to grow up to be such little greedy bastards! Everyone is turning into a greedy bastard.. I don't want that to happen...I hate catching myself bitching about something insignificant..knowing in the back of my head that there are people with REAL problems that need to be solved..and they need other's help to do so. I want to care. I want to help. I don't want to just watch it all come down...knowing that I didn't even try to help anyone. Or maybe that's just my ultimatum now..maybe it's already all over with..maybe it's already coming down...I like to think that there's still a chance to change, but that it will take many people to do so. It baffles me how little people care about others...starving children..raped and beaten women and mothers..victims of natural disasters...If it's not televised 24/7 on FOX news..no one gives a shit here..and by no one I mean greedy americans..you know if you are one or not. I'd like to think I'm not..but I fall in with everyone else sometimes..even though I try not to. I put my "problems" first..I take care of number 1 then worry about everything else...I guess that's the American Way. And the American Dream is to work less and get paid more. It's all about the money. That's the only thing that matters...little green pieces of paper causing all of this trouble...We are being ruled by pieces of paper...we work our asses off for pieces of that shit..to buy more shit..to try to make ourselves happy..we will never be happy unless we stop relying on shit to make us happy..you know what can make you happy? Yourself. Doing things that you love and that make you feel like you(unless that's being greedy and killing people of course..for those of you who didn't pick up my innuendos)..caring about people..feeling self worth..so yes..in that way..be selfish..be so damn selfish that you make a difference...do the things you love and care about the people around you so much that it becomes a fad..give generously with your heart to people in need, go volunteer, teach someone to read, ...put it on TV... call it....SEX!!! Let it spread like a wildfire around the globe and burn all of those that don't catch on!