finals = fuck i never actually learned (this) shit.
except for the first time in history, i've been studying like crazy. pulling all nighters, aided by red bull and adderall. probably the most abundant things in tally right now. i've been stressing, which is such a foreign feeling. i guess i care now, and know i can do well with this shit.
i mean, i'm not studying 24/7 like some people, but i've written so much since sunday that i'm pretty sure my right hand is going to fall or stop functioning. and i still have two exams left. and i have to write my study guides for me to remember the material.
luckily i've been responsible and saved all my class notes, old study guides, etc. i've also been going to class. i probably only missed four classes this semester, at the most. it has definitely paid off because i'm quite confident about my last two tests.
i've also been responsible with my recreational activities. not much tv, internet, etc. i make myself sit at the kitchen table with all my papers when i am studying.
(this is so long and boring, but i want to keep sharing. its the adderall)
i have also been rationing my weed for the past month or so, and even more the past two weeks. rationing sounds like i'm in dire straights, but its not like that. save it to not have to deal with bullshit. and i know if its all sitting at my desk, i will be so tempted to smoke and run out sooner. i've loved having a clear head. but that means i've had to take up my marlboros. and i have been smoking quite often.
cigarettes, red bull, and adderall. i'm probably going to have a heart attack by the end of the week.
i hate doing all these lower case "I"s, but having a blackberry has made me sooo used to the smaller keyboard. and it also capitalizes my "I"s for me. but oh well, if that's the only problem i have, then i'm set.
i want to cover up my left forearm, and i think ive finally settled on something. i'm thinking fall-colored leaves falling around my arm. for being a floridian, i sure obsess over autumn a lot.
i'm forcing myself to stop writing.
except for the first time in history, i've been studying like crazy. pulling all nighters, aided by red bull and adderall. probably the most abundant things in tally right now. i've been stressing, which is such a foreign feeling. i guess i care now, and know i can do well with this shit.
i mean, i'm not studying 24/7 like some people, but i've written so much since sunday that i'm pretty sure my right hand is going to fall or stop functioning. and i still have two exams left. and i have to write my study guides for me to remember the material.
luckily i've been responsible and saved all my class notes, old study guides, etc. i've also been going to class. i probably only missed four classes this semester, at the most. it has definitely paid off because i'm quite confident about my last two tests.
i've also been responsible with my recreational activities. not much tv, internet, etc. i make myself sit at the kitchen table with all my papers when i am studying.
(this is so long and boring, but i want to keep sharing. its the adderall)
i have also been rationing my weed for the past month or so, and even more the past two weeks. rationing sounds like i'm in dire straights, but its not like that. save it to not have to deal with bullshit. and i know if its all sitting at my desk, i will be so tempted to smoke and run out sooner. i've loved having a clear head. but that means i've had to take up my marlboros. and i have been smoking quite often.
cigarettes, red bull, and adderall. i'm probably going to have a heart attack by the end of the week.
i hate doing all these lower case "I"s, but having a blackberry has made me sooo used to the smaller keyboard. and it also capitalizes my "I"s for me. but oh well, if that's the only problem i have, then i'm set.
i want to cover up my left forearm, and i think ive finally settled on something. i'm thinking fall-colored leaves falling around my arm. for being a floridian, i sure obsess over autumn a lot.
i'm forcing myself to stop writing.
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remod66:
Welcome back!
mateo06deluxe:
Yeah...welcome back! Finals go well? Happy holidays Miss... And you don't have to ration the ganja anymore. I like your new tattoo idea... You should go for it