werlywolf

It's time for my yearly proclamation to leave the site....

I left earlier this year for a few months and it was nice. I came back though and changed my alias hoping that ditching the Usedupfool moniker I created for myself would inspire people to use me a little bit less. I just find more and more that I'm not at all a part of this community. People don't read my posts nor acknowledge my comments. Lately the things I've been saying have been censored as well. I'm sorry I get upset when I see people asking for gifts and such. This site seems like its becoming more and more of a place for girls to get stuff out of people. I joined because I met some quality people and I kept meeting quality people I got along with. Anymore I just keep getting taken advantage of and used. As time progresses all I see is girls less and less likely to even continue a conversation with me after they've acquired my vote for their set.

But who am I to label what's happening here as right or wrong? It's just become different and I don't really fit in. Which is a pretty big bummer because for the longest time this place and the local events was the only place I ever felt like I fit in. Now I'm just back to being alone.

I blame myself I'm a caring and loving person and I can't change. But I cant keep putting myself out there to be hurt either....