wendy1

I would make a great drug addict. Something romantic dream, like having my lover tie a tourniquet around my arm and give me my fix. We'd be together, heroin being our common denominator.

I had a dream that I married my dad, but it was funny becuase my dad hates me, he would never marry me.

Across the way from the restaurant that I work at is a krispy kreme store and we are always downwind. Whenever I go out back to smoke it smells like the carnival, which is a very bad thing. I have bad memories associated with carnivals. When I was young, my moms boyfriend forced me to go on all of the scary rides even though I cried, he told me that if I didnt that he would lock me in a motel room all by myself. My mom, for one reason or another, did not come to my aid. She played along. Im still always tempted to drive over there and get some hot donuts, but I never do.

I could not sleep last night, so I didnt. All my wierd OCD habits are in full force, the throat noises, the mouse click, the eye roll, having to touch the center of everything. Its not as amusing as one might think, its actually pretty time consuming and annoying.

I start school in 2 hours. First day jitters. I hate walking into class late, everyone stares at you and you have to stare back looking for an empty seat, so Im going to leave extra extra early and pretend to read a book. Im still nervous though. Its social psychology, which I think Ill do ok in. As long as its not mathematical, I think Im ok.

Bo has fleas. Going to go to the vet and get the flea pill or drops or whatever. Fleas, to me, are a sign of uncleanliness and I just cant have that. Hes filthy anyway, he smells like a dust bunny and is long overdue for a bath. Everybody knows how much cats love baths, and bo is an incredibly strong boy, so Im not beating down the bathroom door to bathe him.

I need a new profile pic, Im sick of looking at my face upside down.