Well today prety much fucking sucked. i ripped my last pair of contacts last night, so i had to go get an eye exam because my prescription had expired. the doc did her thing on my eyes and what not and then she breaks it to me. She tells me i might have glaucoma.. i was just like what the fuck.. she said it could be that this wall or something in my eye just might be thicker than normal.. but i dont know because ive worn glasses/contacts for many years now and no eye doc. ive seen has ever mentioned anything to me (and ive had a lot of eye exams) so im pretty sure it probably is glaucoma.
i told my mom today and she kind of freaked out, im sure my dad did to but he never tells anyone how he feels. but i know hes thinking about cause he was getting info for me, cause now i have to go to kaiser to get some test done i guess. ive been making jokes about it all day and my moms been getting pissed. but its just the way i cope with things. anything and everything is fair game for me to make fun of. i havent told anyone yet just my family and a friend of mine cause hes just like me and i knew he would make some good jokes about it and keep me in good spirits. i havent really had time to think about it yet ive been trying to keep busy. i usualy do all my thinking right before i go to bed, i just lay there thinking for a few hours.. i guess thats why im up right now writting this, instead of in bed. im not gonna lie, im pretty scared and i know as soon as i hit that bed, its just gonna freak the shit out of me. i just have a lot of weird thoughts going through my head right now... its fucking crazy how something we have known/had all our lives can be gone just like that.. im a fucking VISUAL person for fucks sake.. i love potography, art, cars etc.. how the fuck are those things gonna work out for me... im on a porn site,i love beautiful women wtf now? its crazy and im really scared..yeah this big bad ass mother fucker is scared shitless right now..sorry guys i just really needed to vent..hope everyone is doing well...much respect
some good jokes/thoughts me and my buddy came up with today:
i guess moms was right about me jerking off too much.
i bring a new meaning to drinking yourself blind.
i guess ill have to be a blind photographer.
There were more but i forget now.. so i need some blind man pick up lines for the ladys hahahaha
i told my mom today and she kind of freaked out, im sure my dad did to but he never tells anyone how he feels. but i know hes thinking about cause he was getting info for me, cause now i have to go to kaiser to get some test done i guess. ive been making jokes about it all day and my moms been getting pissed. but its just the way i cope with things. anything and everything is fair game for me to make fun of. i havent told anyone yet just my family and a friend of mine cause hes just like me and i knew he would make some good jokes about it and keep me in good spirits. i havent really had time to think about it yet ive been trying to keep busy. i usualy do all my thinking right before i go to bed, i just lay there thinking for a few hours.. i guess thats why im up right now writting this, instead of in bed. im not gonna lie, im pretty scared and i know as soon as i hit that bed, its just gonna freak the shit out of me. i just have a lot of weird thoughts going through my head right now... its fucking crazy how something we have known/had all our lives can be gone just like that.. im a fucking VISUAL person for fucks sake.. i love potography, art, cars etc.. how the fuck are those things gonna work out for me... im on a porn site,i love beautiful women wtf now? its crazy and im really scared..yeah this big bad ass mother fucker is scared shitless right now..sorry guys i just really needed to vent..hope everyone is doing well...much respect
some good jokes/thoughts me and my buddy came up with today:
i guess moms was right about me jerking off too much.
i bring a new meaning to drinking yourself blind.
i guess ill have to be a blind photographer.
There were more but i forget now.. so i need some blind man pick up lines for the ladys hahahaha
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so, if you end up blind, start a conversation with a nice young lady. let her know you're blind. ask, "can i feel your face to see what you look like?" when she says, "of course," grab her chest. and then, when she says, "that's not my face," say, "i know."
And of course blind guys are way hot, you know what they say about 'em--they've got big, long canes.
xoxo