weez99

my last entry was quickly moved due to retarded spelling errors and since it was pointless anyways, I am writing a new one. I have a test to take in 6 hours, which wouldnt be bad if it wasn't 2 in the AM and that meant the 6 hours should be used for sleep.

Quick rant...I am in my 4th year of college and still not any closer to finishing really. I mean it will probably be 2 more years. I am in some classes with kids (and I mean kids) who are in their second year of college and all bright eyed and wonderous about all they are learning and the great things that await them after they put that degree in their hands. I am in college for one reason only at this point...to get out. I am glad I am learning things and getting much needed attention to my artistic abilities, but I am not fooling myself into thinking that a degree from UCF is gonna get me crap when I get out of here. Why do I say all this...because tonight while drawing at 1 am and chatting with this girl who is probably 19...I mentioned my art history test i have tomorrow morning that I fear I will fail. I then said that if I did fail, as to avoid failing the entire class (i have a rather busy schedule this semester) that I would probably just drop the class and take it over the summer. She then laughed and told me that "I had no ambition"....Fuck ambition...my ambition is to graduate without shooting myself because some high and mighty teacher thinks that knowing the difference between french romanticism and italian romanticism is going to get me further in life...god i need a break from this place. Someone take me away. I want to go to boston again.