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Thursday May 22, 2003

May 22, 2003
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So I went and saw the Matrix tonight. It was ok. Story got kinda hokey at parts, but the good thing about it is it makes you think a little about what is really going on.

I got out of the theater and there was a lost dog running around. It had a collar but no tags. I didn't know what to do, but I had to go to Kinkos(truly the store owned soley by the devil). So while there waiting forever for a god damn printer to give me a print, I looked up numbers to call. But by the time I went and looked for the dog it was gone. I drove around the parking lot for about 30 minutes. I hope it is Ok, I hate seeing that.

It got me thinking. What if this is it. What if we were put on this place to do exactly what we do, nothing less or more. We were here either to create or destroy, live by convention or fight against it. What if there really is nothing to live for other then life itself. Like this is our one chance to do it. To get it right, whatever right might be. Does it really matter what we do from day one to the last. Do we live for ourself or others. I've changed alot in the last 5 years, I'd say I've changed alot in the last 2. I think you make what you want of life, and if you have regrets, no one is to blame but yourself. I think organized religion is good for setting up some decent standards, by that meaning the whole don't kill, steal, and cheat everyone. But beyond that I think organized religion has belittled itself into a bunch of bureaucratic money lovers. Whether you belive in God or not, I think all that matters is you do what you think is right. What you were put here to do. Things like religion are just a system setup to let you know that its not your fault. God wanted it this way. Accept what happened as the greater good. I think you make your own choices. I think religion is a nice pillow, but it's not the whole bed. Basically I drove around for a half hour worried about a dog, and it made me wonder if life is only a bunch of decisions for us to make what we want of it. There is no right or wrong, just emotions like regret, acceptance and approval. They differ from person to person and no one should be able to tell another that how they feel is wrong. I regret not helping that dog when I was there right in front of it. Most of you probably regret taking the time to read this whole thing. But I'm glad I thought about this. Some times small, weird moments make you reflect on life. Maybe you can take a minute and do it yourself now.
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blackjackdrac:
So do you work at BBQ Bar or the Social?I was reading the roof collapse in SGFL that I posted,and saw your reponse.Glad to hear that it didn't actually fall apart like the news said.I love BBQ and I've slapped a bunch of SG stickers in bathroom and on the taps.
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