weeja

R.I.P. my mum and sister who were killed in a bus accident last week in China .

just got back from bringing them home , feeling very angry,numb,crazy ,sad.

please tell those around you just how much they mean to you / love as you never know when they are going to go ...

christmas 1978


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now i find out that micheal jackson , ed mc man or however you spell it and farrah forset cant spell for shit , actually dont care , are dead as well . it's like death is all around me at the moment .

So glad that i get to spend my birthday next tuesday alone without my family , cant wait to see my son Lui today as i havn't seen him in two weeks , i really need him right now . school holidays are starting and his mum will bring him to me to stay a few days after the funerals tomorrow . really am not sure how i'm going to tell him that his nanna and aunty are gone , although he handled my fathers death last year very well ..So i guess it's just Lui and me now . sorry this is all over the place , kind of like my head right now ..
kind of snapped this morning at a few of my cousins who where only trying to help , feel a bit bad , just feel so crazy out of control .
wish i could just hide under the doonna for a while and all this would go away .. i miss my mum and sister so much !!!