Well, it's sunday evening and now I can breathe... it was my birthday weekend and it's been soooo busy! Thursday night I went with some friends to see The Gathering in concert in Strasbourg (2hours drive from my town), Friday night a simple drink in a bar turned into clubbing until 5am and yesterday night my official birthday party at some friends until 4am. It was great, I was surrounded by all my friends during the whole weekend.
By going home this morning at 4 I started to watch one the DVD they offered me, the triple live DVD of one of my favourite french band, Indochine. I watched the whole concert until 7am then crawled to bed. Alone.
Besides getting a better paid job to finally move out of here, this is the only dark cloud above me. I'd sometimes wish I'd be more "mainstream", wearing more fashionable things, having a more common way of life and thinking, having a place on my own : looking stable and reliable. But well, it's in my DNA, I can't change myself. I just turned 33yo this weekend and I guess that looking behind in those case is common to everyone. Some friends want to introduce me to one of their friends, she's 28 and, from what they say, she's a "SG". I'll see...
juste envie d'aller faire un tour en enfer, we want to be alive, juste envie d'essayer un tour au paradis, we want to be alive
By going home this morning at 4 I started to watch one the DVD they offered me, the triple live DVD of one of my favourite french band, Indochine. I watched the whole concert until 7am then crawled to bed. Alone.
Besides getting a better paid job to finally move out of here, this is the only dark cloud above me. I'd sometimes wish I'd be more "mainstream", wearing more fashionable things, having a more common way of life and thinking, having a place on my own : looking stable and reliable. But well, it's in my DNA, I can't change myself. I just turned 33yo this weekend and I guess that looking behind in those case is common to everyone. Some friends want to introduce me to one of their friends, she's 28 and, from what they say, she's a "SG". I'll see...
juste envie d'aller faire un tour en enfer, we want to be alive, juste envie d'essayer un tour au paradis, we want to be alive
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benni:
thanks for the compliment... you know, sometimes i wish that too... to be mainstream, 'normal', but then i think, fuck it! i'm having a lot more fun the way i am... and besides... it pisses everyone else off in the process. bonus! 
maddy:
my birthday is coming up...i don't want to get old! but happy belated birthday