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wow wow wow. I received my SG package yesterday and I'm just so excited! The long sleeves black tshirt is great and I'm going to put stickers everywhere strategically. Lotta things going on, my friend from LA is coming for one week next week. Especially for me in my little european town... So exciting! I met her on a website 4 years ago, we became friends, met in Paris, I fell in love for her. Not her... Well, I stress a bit about that. I've been involved with someone meawhile (now single) but I still have love for her. I wouldn't like to and hang out like friends only for one week. Ooooh, it's going to be hard.

Apart that I have to finish mixing a song tonight because I want it to be played to the goth club tomorrow evening. I want to see how people react on it. Some friend says it's a "150 BPM sisters of mercy/depeche mode like". We'll see.

So I'm pretty busy and, to be honest, it's cool to be. On next Monday I start a therapy with a psy. It'd been YEARS that I should have done it. Not that I feel like a bag of shit (well...) but, as many people, I've been dealing with very tough things for the past 10 years and I would like to get rid of that to go FURTHER! I call that the "rubber band in the back" theory : you want to do something and that rubber band tries to pull you back. I'm fucking tired of that.

But it's ok!

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