I jinxed myself.
I was looking forward to this weekend so much that I ended up staying home and doing absolutely nothing.
I feel sad today. Almost like, I missed something very important.
I keep looking at my calendar like I am supposed to suddenly remember that today is some sort of special day.
I also feel sad because my favorite person in the world is always on my mind. I hate how people keep telling me that he is a different person now and I nod like I understand. I keep thinking of him doing handstands in my living room and throwing cooked spaghetti noodles on the ceiling. Then, I picture him with longer hair, and I think that’s all that is different now. I wont let myself accept that his mind is different. But then again, why would anyone let themself believe that the person that influenced them the most in their life is legally insane.
Anyway, I would much rather be making out at a drive in movie right now.
Or, making out anywhere, with just about anyone.
But not Aaron.
Oh boy.
I was looking forward to this weekend so much that I ended up staying home and doing absolutely nothing.
I feel sad today. Almost like, I missed something very important.
I keep looking at my calendar like I am supposed to suddenly remember that today is some sort of special day.
I also feel sad because my favorite person in the world is always on my mind. I hate how people keep telling me that he is a different person now and I nod like I understand. I keep thinking of him doing handstands in my living room and throwing cooked spaghetti noodles on the ceiling. Then, I picture him with longer hair, and I think that’s all that is different now. I wont let myself accept that his mind is different. But then again, why would anyone let themself believe that the person that influenced them the most in their life is legally insane.
Anyway, I would much rather be making out at a drive in movie right now.
Or, making out anywhere, with just about anyone.
But not Aaron.
Oh boy.
While away, I missed snuggles like you wouldnt believe, and more than anything else my family and pets. That's really about it.
Now home, I'm still in limbo mode, still in holiday mentality, working already yet going out every night to see friends Ive missed, but at some point I know the looming boredom will kick in and I will miss constant excitement, seeing new things everyday, cheap everything and unlimited marijuana.
I hope those are adequate answers