it went backwards as well as forwards, and nobody ever won.
and that's where all my ups and downs began.
my mood seems to change everytime i look at the clock. it's a very unnerving feeling. a feeling that lacks purpose. remember those days in highschool, when you had something to do in the evening, something really fun or interesting which made you not want to go to school that day? well thats the feeling i get all too often. 1:00pm. something fun or interesting comes up in the evening, and all i want to do is sit at home and wait for the time to come. anxiety, boredom. 6:00pm. time to go, breath fresh air and all is well. anti-climax. 12:20am. i write it down as if it will serve some greater purpose.
and when i came up for air, there i was. at the very door of wonderland.
and that's where all my ups and downs began.
my mood seems to change everytime i look at the clock. it's a very unnerving feeling. a feeling that lacks purpose. remember those days in highschool, when you had something to do in the evening, something really fun or interesting which made you not want to go to school that day? well thats the feeling i get all too often. 1:00pm. something fun or interesting comes up in the evening, and all i want to do is sit at home and wait for the time to come. anxiety, boredom. 6:00pm. time to go, breath fresh air and all is well. anti-climax. 12:20am. i write it down as if it will serve some greater purpose.
and when i came up for air, there i was. at the very door of wonderland.