Well last night was absolutely horrible. Crying myself to sleep.....
Do you ever get into a fight with someone you really love and completely depend upon and when they start saying certain things you start to feel like your going to throw up and a hollow knot forms in your stomach? That happened to me. I just wish that people would say how they really feel in the beggining of something other than letting it stew and making you look more like an idiot for thinking everything was okay. I learned alot about friendships last night too, and about how you only really have yourself to take care of.
Do you ever get into a fight with someone you really love and completely depend upon and when they start saying certain things you start to feel like your going to throw up and a hollow knot forms in your stomach? That happened to me. I just wish that people would say how they really feel in the beggining of something other than letting it stew and making you look more like an idiot for thinking everything was okay. I learned alot about friendships last night too, and about how you only really have yourself to take care of.
This is why I have a hard time going out and meeting new people. I do have hope that their are some that are genuine yet have no motivation to search them out.
[Edited on Jul 18, 2004 11:08AM]
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