waterfordman

You're absolutely right. Drinking isn't the answer. It numbs and makes everything go away for a night, but they are still there the next day. I realized that. It's become an awful habit for me to talk to the boy only when I'm intoxicated because it makes things easier. It's not helping my fear of opening up at all because it's still there in sobriety. So I told him last night that I had decided what I wanted out of this, but I didn't want to talk to him about it last night because I had been drinking and I wanted to be sober.


I'm scared shitless.

I have always loved Pink. I don't know why because I'm usually not into that pop music shit, but I feel like I can relate to everything she says.