waterfordman

I wish Phoenix had buildings like these.

Same here! It seems the same for me. I know what I need and what I want. That darn getting it thing stumps me every time!

Deep heat smells to all hell though. Reminds me of Sunday evenings after playing a match. I shared the house with another guy on the football team so between the two of us, Sundays would become Deep Heat day.

Another good one is BioFreeze. Check that stuff out, it's also excellent.

You go! There are lots of people out there. It takes time to find a good one!

Yeah, I don't see me still having a job long enough to become "Mr. Universe" or even my old ass holding up that long! But dropping a pound(kilo) or 20 would be nice.

I've been out of the net for awhile and don't really know what you gots going down, but I read back a couple post and think I have a pretty good handle on it... I wish you luck... one note on your positivity... "trawling"... in my mind... presents a negative connotation. I know it's just a word, but it could represent that the whole process has been short circuited from the word go, Hard to call from text... just an observation on my part... Next time you have some "holiday" time banked up, you're more than welcome to crash at my place on this side of the pond. If nothing else, it'll give you something new to aim your lens at... just sayin..



Ed

I can understand being used. I often find myself giving far more than one deserves and being shit on in the end, when they've gotten what they want or need, or just get bored of fucking with me. I've never asked anything of anyone except to want me for who I am, not what I can do for them. And at this point in my life when I find that I'm in need; even though I don't want help from anyone I know that I wouldn't have anyone to turn to anyway. It's a hard reality to face, but I always knew that's how it would be.

Don't let yourself be trampled on and left to rot in your sorrow. You deserve far more than that. Sometimes I think the pain of being alone is far worse than the pain of being hurt, but I'm a sucker for those little moments of happiness, however jaded they may be.

I quit trying to work out what is going on in other people's heads, I quit nonsence, I quit dealing with idiots, I quit fickle "friends", I quit being sick, I quit having to pay bills, I think I might quit SG, I don't want to be a grown up anymore....i just want to sleep for a week, a whole week....no dreams, just deep sleep....

I should have clarified all that on my blog....

I also love Flickr, it is where I find solice, in this crazy world. And I do understand completely what you are saying, in such a big world, why is it so hard to find that someone special, that get's me, that wants to be around me, we don't need to even speak, someone to share what I love with, and visa versa....

I have many "friends", but perhaps 2 real friends, that I can count on no matter what, and for that I am eternally grateful.

I agree with Fallen ^ the pain of being alone is usually worse than the pain of being hurt....and yes, those tiny, fleeting moments of happiness make life wonderful. Life is a rollercoaster, we all go through so much, so many experiences, emotions, and we can never know what it is like to be anyone else. to be in their head, and feel what they feel.

Just continue being yourself, and do what you enjoy, and who knows what will happen....

That's coming from me, who is a particularly moody bitch right now, but I know there is hope, and I have faith....

Take care,

x

you are too sappy! xo hun

Blog... what's a Blog?!

It's been a while since I've written a journal as well.

I'll be your friend.

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