was_nicole

i think lately i really just don't like people in general and yet i feel the need to be surrounded by them.

i am suspicious of anything anyone says my fear of people and lack of trust just continues to grow.

there is nothing to prove me otherwise.
and trust me, i want to be proven wrong.

i am amazingly successful at sabatoging myself in any possibly good situation and it will never end till i can get past this fear of people.

when did i start writing in this journal? what happened to one liners that were so cryptic no one understood? am i really reaching out that much? it's probably a bad idea.