Tuesday Feb 19, 2008

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One week for a new blog, GEEZ.


As I sit here eating A-1 Steak Sauce Beef Jerky...I am asking myself, why relationships? They are a total fucking crapshoot, and why do we continually subject ourselves to the torturous nature of them? I look at some people and I outright fucking envy them...is it too much to ask to find a nice mate? It is, it really fucking is. Just when you think you've got a really good one, you know what , just never think that and you'll be good. And Im SOOOO tired of everyone's fucking absolutely cliche answers about heartbreak and what not....I wish someone had a real solution....but I know what you're thinking..."You've got starry eyes my friend"....yes I do have starry eyes, and Im tired of it. I never thought I would be this girl....and why don't I learn???????? Usually when something is really bad for you you stop doing IT! Like....we know not to touch the stove when it's on because it will burn us....well I would rather not touch relationships...Im a fool for not realizing sooner. I would rather be alone then feel the feelings that I've felt in this past week. Going live was supposed to be WONDERFUL! Which, don't get me wrong, it was amazing, but bittersweet at the same time....

What an absolute fucking conundrum....

YAY for Motor City....I can't wait to go learn some shit and have some fun....I need it!
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devilsreject:
relationships are like beating your fingers with a hammer. Chances are it's not going to turn out good. I stopped beating my fingers with that hammer, and have concentrated on myself. With the pain i have been through, i choose not to attempt another relationship, just not worth the risk. I envy people when i read their blogs and the speak of a great relationship, but on the same note i turn around and read a blog about a person being a douche bag in a relationship, and i am kind of happy with the decision i have made. Lonely but safe.

You're young, you have plenty more fingers to be bashed with a hammer, i hate to tell you that, but it's kind of the truth.

On a more important subject. A-1 Steak Sauce jerky rules my face. If i could exist on a sole diet of it, i would. But i don't think it would be good for me.

I wish you the best hun! and i will send some positive vibes your way!!

and be happy, you're LIVE! dammit, you're beautiful and you're LIVE! A lot of girls are just wishing for that!
mrs_hansolo:
it tends to happen, i think it depends on the person you find. when i met my husband the first time it was because my friends dared me to go up to him, I did now four years later we are married and we have a wonderful daughter. dont worry things change just give it time.

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