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Whats new with Warning you ask....a bunch of fucking bullshit. I can say that right? Fucking BULLSHIT. So if you don't feel like reading a major rant post...I would stop here.
BS#1....So back in August I moved into this apartment when I was stripping and big ballin'...LMAO...it was a lovely apartment but I was wasting my life away where I was. Just stripping, sleeping, stripping you get the point. I decided to move out in November. My roommate continued living there not paying rent but never received an eviction notice...we still to this very day haven't gotten one. AND luckily I got my lazy ass around and moved my important stuff out last week. BUT I still had all my kitchen stuff, a lot of decor and some very important photos I took my first year of college. And those BASTARDS changed the locks...are they fucking allowed to do that? JESUS CHRIST....Im about to break in...
BS#2 In the fall I met a GORGEOUS guy and began dating him. It was kind of silly considering he lived 2 hours away and had no car but if you saw him you'd know why. He broke it off with me in November for absolutely no reason and I was slightly upset. I have only thought about him from time to time just trying to put it out of my mind...and yesterday who do I hear from? The myspace message dumper....he's going on and on about how he fucked up and wants me back and blah blah blah. I don't get it, why after all this time does he come back in my life to fuck everything up. I won't let him. But Im still mad....Im fucking bitter, you can't dump me and then expect it to be that easy, like Im a bitch that's just waiting. I don't think so, Im not stupid.
BS#3 I got a tattooing apprenticeship at the end of November. I tried my damnest to prove that I was able and willing. I have been eatng, sleeping and breathing tatttooing...and it's all for nothing. I still want to tattoo but the shop where I was got all dramafied and my boss is out of comission for ONE year due to injuries. I have no idea what to do. I guess I could get my portfolio around and go somewhere else, but GOD I did all that work just to start over. And he in my opinion is the best artist in my area. You will see his work when I go live...Im just like dying a little bit inside not being able to work toward my dream. And I definitely don't want to do it the wrong way...Im not just going to pick up a machine and fuck a bunch of people up if I can pay my dues and learn the right way, which is what I was doing. Ugh. What now!?
I've also...locked my keys in my car, had trials and tribulations with my internet service provider and Im a little peeved that my CCAD package has not come. It's going to come too late and I probably won't even get to go until Spring 2009....HURRY UP CCAD!!!
On another note...I got my SG package finally and received other GOOOD news that I must keep to myself for now. And I did see a kick ass show last night....We Are The Fury...glam-ish rock...makes me happy. I love to go to shows sometimes that aren't just "kill kill kill angry" metal type shit. I enjoy it, but sometimes I like to go to shows where I can "be bop" around. OHHH and Manson on Saturday! So I guess I have some good things going on...not all negative.
My appologies for all the bitching, but if anyone has any words of advice they would be greatly appreciated.
Whats new with Warning you ask....a bunch of fucking bullshit. I can say that right? Fucking BULLSHIT. So if you don't feel like reading a major rant post...I would stop here.
BS#1....So back in August I moved into this apartment when I was stripping and big ballin'...LMAO...it was a lovely apartment but I was wasting my life away where I was. Just stripping, sleeping, stripping you get the point. I decided to move out in November. My roommate continued living there not paying rent but never received an eviction notice...we still to this very day haven't gotten one. AND luckily I got my lazy ass around and moved my important stuff out last week. BUT I still had all my kitchen stuff, a lot of decor and some very important photos I took my first year of college. And those BASTARDS changed the locks...are they fucking allowed to do that? JESUS CHRIST....Im about to break in...
BS#2 In the fall I met a GORGEOUS guy and began dating him. It was kind of silly considering he lived 2 hours away and had no car but if you saw him you'd know why. He broke it off with me in November for absolutely no reason and I was slightly upset. I have only thought about him from time to time just trying to put it out of my mind...and yesterday who do I hear from? The myspace message dumper....he's going on and on about how he fucked up and wants me back and blah blah blah. I don't get it, why after all this time does he come back in my life to fuck everything up. I won't let him. But Im still mad....Im fucking bitter, you can't dump me and then expect it to be that easy, like Im a bitch that's just waiting. I don't think so, Im not stupid.
BS#3 I got a tattooing apprenticeship at the end of November. I tried my damnest to prove that I was able and willing. I have been eatng, sleeping and breathing tatttooing...and it's all for nothing. I still want to tattoo but the shop where I was got all dramafied and my boss is out of comission for ONE year due to injuries. I have no idea what to do. I guess I could get my portfolio around and go somewhere else, but GOD I did all that work just to start over. And he in my opinion is the best artist in my area. You will see his work when I go live...Im just like dying a little bit inside not being able to work toward my dream. And I definitely don't want to do it the wrong way...Im not just going to pick up a machine and fuck a bunch of people up if I can pay my dues and learn the right way, which is what I was doing. Ugh. What now!?
I've also...locked my keys in my car, had trials and tribulations with my internet service provider and Im a little peeved that my CCAD package has not come. It's going to come too late and I probably won't even get to go until Spring 2009....HURRY UP CCAD!!!
On another note...I got my SG package finally and received other GOOOD news that I must keep to myself for now. And I did see a kick ass show last night....We Are The Fury...glam-ish rock...makes me happy. I love to go to shows sometimes that aren't just "kill kill kill angry" metal type shit. I enjoy it, but sometimes I like to go to shows where I can "be bop" around. OHHH and Manson on Saturday! So I guess I have some good things going on...not all negative.
My appologies for all the bitching, but if anyone has any words of advice they would be greatly appreciated.
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You know if you take the boy back there is always the chance that he will bolt again for no reason, right?
You'll find something! Keep trying!