i'm in love SG.
ferreals though, I've known this girl for a velly long time. she's practically my best friend, and our history before is a little awkward if not fullout rocky; it used to be on the flipside of things, she used to dig me, but then I of course fucked up (we were kids, give me a break) and made the whole thing awkward by pushing her away.
Now we're 'all grown up' (i use this phrase very, very loosely) and my true feelings about her never really diminished. yeah, it is what it is, i was too much of a chicken shit to lose friendship over a relationship back in the day, and i'm still not sure if it's worth risking it, but.... holy shit. it's bugging me quite a bit.
so i'm thinking of trying to feel around getting all this out and off my shoulders and hopefully all goes well. but all i know is i've done enough meditating on this; years are long enough, hah.
i'm so awkward.
ferreals though, I've known this girl for a velly long time. she's practically my best friend, and our history before is a little awkward if not fullout rocky; it used to be on the flipside of things, she used to dig me, but then I of course fucked up (we were kids, give me a break) and made the whole thing awkward by pushing her away.
Now we're 'all grown up' (i use this phrase very, very loosely) and my true feelings about her never really diminished. yeah, it is what it is, i was too much of a chicken shit to lose friendship over a relationship back in the day, and i'm still not sure if it's worth risking it, but.... holy shit. it's bugging me quite a bit.
so i'm thinking of trying to feel around getting all this out and off my shoulders and hopefully all goes well. but all i know is i've done enough meditating on this; years are long enough, hah.
i'm so awkward.
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Best of luck on figuring out how to go forward with your.. romantic situation - it's tricky, but I'm sort of sure that if you aren't honest, in the end, you'd regret it...