walker

So yeah I went and did it again, post about how I am back then do nothing for a month or two. Not long after my last post my computer up and died on me, so with no money I have been with out for a while now. A friend of mine next door has a computer but no internet so we have worked out a deal but I am only able to be on at odd times during the day.

Other then losing the computer things are craptasic. Still trying to lose weight to have the weight lose surgery, but I have zero motivation to do a damn thing because I keep getting jerked around. At this point I really don't give a fuck about much. I feel like shit all the time, I get nothing but shit from those living here and I can't sleep worth a damn and when I do fall asleep someone wakes me the hell up because I had all night to sleeps makes sense. I don't sleep well, I am lucky to be asleep for more then an hour straight with out waking up. So lets go wake up the fat ass and piss him off some more. Said it before and I'll say it again, I fucking hate people. Oh well at least summer is ending and my birthday has come and gone.

PS I am so glad the summer wedding season is over. I had to go to way to many this year.

In short, I hate weddings but go anyway, I feel like crap and I am another year older.