Yep, it's true. I'm staring down the barrel of another life change. For better or worse, who knows? I suppose I don't mind being single again, if indeed that's what I'll be. I guess so. I guess I'm gonna date, hang out, meet people. I should... so I will. Time is blazing past, it's scary really. I feel like every moment is spiralling out of control and all I can do is watch those moments blowing around in the wind getting further away from me. Just more memories for me to cling to.
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How are ye?
The only outcome for me will be success. Even in failure there is success, remember that. In that regard, the last year or so of my life has been a great success of many failures. I would not be where I am today, nor who I am today, had it not been for these failures. Now it's all a matter of wrapping them up in their separate little boxes and shelving them for future reference. Damn, I can be profound when I wanna be.
Yeah, time only continues to pick up speed, my friend, and it can be really fucking scary. However, I've always used the adrenaline caused by the fear of the unknown and the speed at which life picks up momentum to propell me into new situations, hence my current one.
Since I just got active on SG and your journal entry is a little old, I do hope that you don't still feel like every moment is spiralling out of control. I think you've lasso'd it all quite well. Envision all those moments blowing around in the wind getting further and further away from you, like in a dust storm.
They start out solid but start to dissipate. They come in waves. Memories aren't anything to cling to; they are to be remembered, embraced and then let go, but you'll always remember them - it just gets easier with time.