waitingforsleep

Wow, I have not posted a blog in awhile. Been very busy. The studio is finally up and running. Had the 1st session today. Had a video crew in there shooting a talk-show with music acts. Was interesting mixing on the fly in Pro Tools and sending a stem to the camera men, never really did anything like that before.

I've been trying to go out more and have a bit of a social life. I've been having a blast for the most part. I drank way to much last night tho. I have come to realize that I hate the feeling of sobering up. Its one thing to come home kind of drunk still, but last night we moved from one place to another place that was in upstate NY so last call was 4am. So once we went there I stopped drinking so I would be good to drive. But being in that environment and having the drunkardness feeling fade away kind of made me feel really depressed, which freaks me out a little. I don't have a drinking problem or anything, but it makes me see how easy it could be to fall into one. Because once I was sober again I was like overly aware of everything ever. Its weird I can't explain it.
And I noticed that the last time I drank to the point of really being drunk.

Other then that I have just been working a crazy amount. I have been truly single for the last 2 months for the 1st time in awhile. I mean where I am not even really talking to anyone. I feel like such a woman because its not the sex I miss most but the little things like cuddling and holding hands. I have never been a one night stand kind of guy tho I wish I was. Idk maybe I just need to relax a little and not over think life to much.