well, this week has sucked so far. i need to go find a job, but i can't find the motivation to leave the house....maybe a job will find me? i'm kinda enjoying my depressed, self-loathing mood here lately....it reminds me that i have been neglecting myself and focusing too hard on the feelings of others. i need time to think. my girlfriend hates me right now....apparently i said something mean, or stupid, or whatever. i've learned to admit i'm wrong even when i'm not....i've only been wrong once anyway. well, maybe twice.
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