so, after drinking myself retarted the other night, i promised i wouldn't drink ever again. that promise lasted approximately 2 days.....damn i need to grow up. am i the only one who feels like alcohol has complete and total control over them? if i buy a six pack and only drink five, there's a lonely beer left over. the next night....out of pity for the...
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i once believed that i was an intelligent soul with a body that was worthy of being recognized as decent and a mind that i respected. then i was approached by a woman i once loved and spoken to as condescendingly as if i were a 25 year old child. my spirit left my body and i immediately realized that i was human no more....
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misskel:
When you look for love you get love but its not natural love and will turn to hate! I was with my last boyfriend for five years, we were in love. But it was hell for the last three years. I found a love in the wrong place, And its the only love I have ever known! I know there has to be some thing out there better then love. For the time being I'm just going to love myself and stop looking love is over rated!!!!
misskel:
OH, and you are a super hottie!!!
wageslave:
new ink
wageslave:
me as a wee lad
i wish breaking up was easy. i've not been single for more than 3 months in the last 8 years....of course, i was married for a bit. shit is getting old and i need time to be alone to feel my own thoughts rattling around in my head. i need friends to keep me occupied....i need an occupation to keep me occupied. i hate working...
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bsided:
hey man how do you like texas, oh yeah cool wutang banner, yeah yeah
bsided:
hey man cypress is like 20 mins away from houston, thats cool man
had a bad day......mowed the lawn and sneezed 462 times in a row. i fukkin hate my allergies. my arm is still healing from the 2 new koi fish i got the other day. i hate slapping my arm to itch......i wish i could scratch.....i wish i could swim......i wish i could go out in the sun.....i wish cotton was a watermelon. goddamn its hot...
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wageslave:
me and other shit
i feel a lot better about myself now......its amazing what three hours of cover-up work will do for stress. and now for the whole fuckin arm......i can't wait.
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myndlss1:
Well, I guess I'm gonna be a dork and say hi back...good ole Leander...it's a suburb north of Austin. If you know where Cedar Park is, it's a little bit further north. Well, you seem pretty cool, wanna be my friend? lol
sinistarr:
where did you disappear to mister?! you could have come and hung out with us on the 4th!!!!!! woulda been fun.
well, this week has sucked so far. i need to go find a job, but i can't find the motivation to leave the house....maybe a job will find me? i'm kinda enjoying my depressed, self-loathing mood here lately....it reminds me that i have been neglecting myself and focusing too hard on the feelings of others. i need time to think. my girlfriend hates me right...
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[Edited on Oct 26, 2004 10:44AM]