How things change in a matter of weeks. I'm not scared to say I love you anymore, I'm not scared to tell you how I really feel. I was scared of getting hurt again so I did what I naturally do and pushed you away. I'm sorry for everything thats happened these past 4 months. I've regretted the moment I told you "i don't think... Read More
HAhaha it looks like I'm calling your post and your profile picture terrifying, when really I'm talking about the hideous picture you posted of me in my journal.
(Although seriously, what the fuck is up with my hand in your profile picture? It looks like a tiny hoof or something. Eesh.)
It's been days, and I have tried. I swear to god I've tried. But I don't even know where to start looking, and I've never been good at figuring you out, and so I'd better go ahead and admit defeat.
Thanksgiving came and went. It was as good as it could be. Sucks that more relatives aren't in town so we could have a bigger dinner, but it was good nonetheless. Didn't even attempt to check out any black friday sales this year, for KARAOKE was to be had! I <3 the Ould Sod. Hope you and yours had a good one as well.
23 feels just like 22. I'm glad this time i dont have a blackout to show for it though Thanksgiving is only a week away and christmas only a month. God damn time flys.
Babel looks like a really good movie. It got me thinking about Nicotina, how i wish it was on DVD The big 23 right around the corner and still no plan in sight of what to do. Guess i'll do what i always do and just make it up as a i go. All i know is by the end of the night i... Read More
I was just thinking about Babel today. I read the review of it in CityBeat. It looks pretty excellent. I'd be totally down to see it, if you wanted to.
Damn, and I should buy you Goldschlager for your birthday.
Well everything seems to be doing a lot better. It's a good thing my work environment is pretty damn sick, because its pretty much the stablest thing in my life <3.
I haven't commented on this yet, and I don't know why. Anyway, I hope everything keeps getting better and better. I had tons of fun tonight; I'm just glad it wasn't sold out. I also continue to be awed by your work. Go Team China!
Its been 5 days and I'm glad that i have at least a minuscule amount of closure. All of this is just hard. I dont really know what you tell other people or if you're still not telling me everything because in some way maybe you're just trying to save face like him. I still don't really have any firm ideas of why this happened... Read More
Wow so this was an awesome 5 year anniversary present. I'm still wondering if it was so bad that it made you do this then why did we stay together 5 fucking years? 5 years gone in a couple hours worth of conversations. It such an awesome feeling to know that everything you've known for the past 5 years is gone and there was nothing... Read More
I forced myself to read this. And, well... yeah. If I'd read this first, I'd probably have been too scared to come out tonight, so I'm glad that I didn't. It hurt a lot, but then again, it's not like I was expecting a standing ovation. So.
For what it's worth, I knew both of the movies before I even clicked the links. Two of your favorites.
God, I wish we were still outside talking.
(Although actually, there are much better things I could wish for so long as we're talking time travel wishes here. I'm just going to assume my wishing options are limited.)
At least I've grown up a lot today. Hopefully it's a step away from my acting like a little kid. I hope to God and everything in the world that it is. I hope it helps.
Okay, I keep editing this to write more and I'm going to end up saying something stupid so I'm just not going to edit this anymore. So. End comment.