To say bad things happened today...would understate things.
more later.
more later.
Emptyness.
So alone...but, all brought upon myself. Spinning wheels...searching for something that feels meaningful, feels worthwhile...
but, in the end, nothing.
Nothing, but to sit here and stare at the monitor, and think (*of all the what abouts...and all the would've, c-c-coulda beens) of how things could be if I wasn't so antisocial. Or shy.
* The Wretched, NIN, off The Fragile
So alone...but, all brought upon myself. Spinning wheels...searching for something that feels meaningful, feels worthwhile...
but, in the end, nothing.
Nothing, but to sit here and stare at the monitor, and think (*of all the what abouts...and all the would've, c-c-coulda beens) of how things could be if I wasn't so antisocial. Or shy.
* The Wretched, NIN, off The Fragile
Almost got the spit knocked out of me today, and a coworker almost got the sh!t beat out of him. I shall explain.
Coworker decides, since sqeege (sp) is broken, he will kick and snap the handle. Unfortunetly, when he does so, half of the handle goes flying, coming about 2-3 inches from smacking me really hard in the head. Being understandabley angry, I start...
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Coworker decides, since sqeege (sp) is broken, he will kick and snap the handle. Unfortunetly, when he does so, half of the handle goes flying, coming about 2-3 inches from smacking me really hard in the head. Being understandabley angry, I start...
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leningrad:
neeeeeeeerd.
reina_confundida:
Nah, not Kerouac. I *highly* doubt that anyone will identify it- (hint) the source is usually read by 12-year-old girls.
I added you back to my friends list just for shits and giggles, so pppppttttbbbbb!
I added you back to my friends list just for shits and giggles, so pppppttttbbbbb!
Hail to the thief.
(too bored to think up an entry, plus only an hour till work and i wanna get some "private time" and video games in, so, toodles.)
(too bored to think up an entry, plus only an hour till work and i wanna get some "private time" and video games in, so, toodles.)
silencenoir:
me too !
Cut my goatee today.
This is a big deal in that it's been there for....I'd wager over three months. I had to cut the 'stach off a few days ago due to screwing up trimming it (when it started going over my lips...ick)...so I'm totally trimmed. I hate that look on me. Facial hair, since it's started to grow in, has become part of my...
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This is a big deal in that it's been there for....I'd wager over three months. I had to cut the 'stach off a few days ago due to screwing up trimming it (when it started going over my lips...ick)...so I'm totally trimmed. I hate that look on me. Facial hair, since it's started to grow in, has become part of my...
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silencenoir:
Ah, an update 
I bet you still look good without the goatee. I guess I would feel naked too if I'd shopped off all the hair on my head. Thank god for bandanas., too bad you can't use that on your face
Don't hate the world.....get some sleep and feel better. Where's that smile of yours?
I bet you still look good without the goatee. I guess I would feel naked too if I'd shopped off all the hair on my head. Thank god for bandanas., too bad you can't use that on your face
Don't hate the world.....get some sleep and feel better. Where's that smile of yours?
Finally put up some pics.
silencenoir:
*licks lips*
ug...no wantee workee.
hee, bad dancing Angel and Wes. lol
hee, bad dancing Angel and Wes. lol
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silencenoir:
hehe.... that was cute.... but *Sigh* he never showed up tho.
I had a great time nonetheless
How was YOUR weekend?? miss me? :p
I had a great time nonetheless
How was YOUR weekend?? miss me? :p
silencenoir:
Update your journal damnit
*hugs*
*hugs*
No car for me. 
Turns out the engne in the car was only made for two years. Only two years, because it was a horrible engine. Hard to work on, expensive to fix, ect...so the consensus on the car was "don't buy it" from a mechanic, and a pontiac dealership. When the dealer tells you not to get it...
bloody 'ell.
Well, work was decent,...
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Turns out the engne in the car was only made for two years. Only two years, because it was a horrible engine. Hard to work on, expensive to fix, ect...so the consensus on the car was "don't buy it" from a mechanic, and a pontiac dealership. When the dealer tells you not to get it...
bloody 'ell.
Well, work was decent,...
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vykos:
I'm kinda mad I didn't get it too.
Well, if you slide real close, I'll make you one. ^_-
well, you could male the pics to me ^+^ hope I'll catch you online before i sleep. ^_^
Well, if you slide real close, I'll make you one. ^_-
well, you could male the pics to me ^+^ hope I'll catch you online before i sleep. ^_^
silencenoir:
I looked for you in Yahoo, but I didn't see you at all. I crashed early.
My pictures work now, you can take a peek.
Have a great weekend if I don't talk to you before then. *hugs*
My pictures work now, you can take a peek.
Have a great weekend if I don't talk to you before then. *hugs*
Well, last class of Intro to Computers this morning. Upon arrival, realize I neglected to do the project I kept putting off over the weekend. Luckily, I have till Thursday when grades close to hand it in. It's nothing big, or even difficult. Doing that next. No more of stupid "I like to ask stupid questions to hear myself talk and say yes and mhm...
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silencenoir:
If there's one thing I don't miss, it's classes and school.
I wasn't really good at paying attention anyways.
How was League of Extraordinary gentlemen? I want to see it.
I did see Pirates of the Carribean last night, and all I can say is.... WOW. I loved it.
Your ice coffee sounds good, you gonna share?
I wasn't really good at paying attention anyways.
How was League of Extraordinary gentlemen? I want to see it.
I did see Pirates of the Carribean last night, and all I can say is.... WOW. I loved it.
Your ice coffee sounds good, you gonna share?
silencenoir:
This one tattoo I'm getting done this week will be leopard spots on my left arm/shoulder. Then, I'm getting one done on my lower back later on. I will certainly take pictures when it's healed
Oo you're getting a car? I have all my paws crossed that you do get it. *crossin paws...see*. let me know k?
and I'm all for the slidin closer to get some coffee.
Oo you're getting a car? I have all my paws crossed that you do get it. *crossin paws...see*. let me know k?
and I'm all for the slidin closer to get some coffee.
didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it
~_~
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it
~_~
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silencenoir:
thanks for the welcome back!
*grins* @ your sex comment
You're right about the movie Hackers. It's old now when you look at the technology of computers back then, but Angelina Jolie is in it, so -- it's never old enough to *not* watch.
*grins* @ your sex comment
You're right about the movie Hackers. It's old now when you look at the technology of computers back then, but Angelina Jolie is in it, so -- it's never old enough to *not* watch.
9monty:
While I am intimidated by all the **** in your chatter, I appreciate you clearing the air for me. Hadn't met you and thought I was already on your bad side. But you quote Nirvana and you're into Shirley Manson so I'm all smiles here. And by the way did you forget Angie Everheart?