every night its pretty much the same thing ... come home to an empty house ... i feel as though my life is at a dead end .... cant go forward and cant go back ... i hate not having someone that i can be happy with .... someone to talk to ... spend the evening with .... hold on to at night .... its just so frusterating .... i really dont know what direction to go .... im a good person .... i just dont understand what i have to do .... maybe im to picky ... or am looking for something that doesnt exsist ..... i wonder sometimes whats wrong with me ... i was reading someone elses journal on here and they ask ..... what do u have that u live for .... i thought about it and as of right now .... other then the obvious friends and family .... the only thing that keeps me going everyday .... is a car ... can u believe that ... a 1952 volksagon beetle .... i love my car .... but i think that may be pathetice that all i have to live for is my car .... sigh ..... anyway
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There are many days, too many, when I ask myself "what do you have to live for?" and the answer is my bike. You are not pathetic.
I know sooo many people from Hagerstown and Waynesboro that drive vws....