Tuesday May 20, 2008 by Vvmartini

So the days have been so hot as of late and I find myself running around half naked .

Everything seems to be going pretty good as of late.I find myself feeling confident and sexy wich is strange considering I never really thought of myself as sexy or attractive.I think I am just becoming more comfortable with my sexuality and am understanding it more it is a lovely thing.

My family seems to be tearing me down a lot lately but I don't pay them any mind anymore I know that they are just jealous because I'm not afraid to be different or be myself.I'm use to being the honest,outspoken,"different" one in the family so I just don't really talk to them much anymore.I'm trying to get rid of all negative things that are in my life,all the people that tear me down.My family being those people I'm just tired of being the outlet for everyones frustrations.So with that said and done I feel much more happier and much more motivated.I hope to get a job soon and move back down to the I.E. where I live is boring and I have yet to meet awesome people to hang out with.With the exception of my friend Lauren of course.I have also spent my days lounging around in bed with my love.

ahhhhh. I have been anxiously awaiting to see the set I shot with Lorelei wich should be any day now so I am excited.I had fun shooting with her and she is such a awesome person.Other than that I do not have much to say.....O waite thanks to all the people I have befriended on here I appreciate it