Thanks everyone
ya'll are soo sweet.. I think i know i am never gonna be a suicide girl.. I'm gonna miss ya'll when my membership runs out..
maybe, since i know i'll never be an Sg girl, i can tell about the real (LOSER) me.
Sigh.. i did go up to the snow this weekend. I had fun..
so, i don't always complain..
But, i am worried my agorophbia has come back... (everyone is like, MAN this chick is CRAZY!) you guys are probably right..
that huge word-that starts with an A.. it means fear of going anywhere. I used to have it MAJOR bad. Now, It seems to be back since i have been on Morphine. I am scared of getting in a wreck because my judgement is impared. Scared of having a paniac attack.
so, i need my boyfriend to drive me EVERYWHERE.. and we are already together 24/7.. not a good thing for a somewhat floundering relationship
you know i watch sex and the city ALL THE TIME. i wish i could be like those women. confident, have a great job.. ANd somehow remain emotionally unattached with the men they have sex with.
ALL WHILE eating oreos and pizza and keeping a figure to die for! i wonder how they really do that? does Sarah Jessica Parker just pretend she is eating cake and pizza and then spit it out
oh well, glad some of you nice folks would consider going out with me
P.S where is my man from flickr? you know BIG D?
P.S.S Has anyone heard of a legal herb called Salvia? I saw it on the San Francisco news tonight.. They say you can go on a trip with it, just like LSD and its legal. I wonder if its safe. I go into SF on thursday for my physical therapy. i was thinking of picking some up

maybe, since i know i'll never be an Sg girl, i can tell about the real (LOSER) me.
Sigh.. i did go up to the snow this weekend. I had fun..

But, i am worried my agorophbia has come back... (everyone is like, MAN this chick is CRAZY!) you guys are probably right..
that huge word-that starts with an A.. it means fear of going anywhere. I used to have it MAJOR bad. Now, It seems to be back since i have been on Morphine. I am scared of getting in a wreck because my judgement is impared. Scared of having a paniac attack.
so, i need my boyfriend to drive me EVERYWHERE.. and we are already together 24/7.. not a good thing for a somewhat floundering relationship

you know i watch sex and the city ALL THE TIME. i wish i could be like those women. confident, have a great job.. ANd somehow remain emotionally unattached with the men they have sex with.
ALL WHILE eating oreos and pizza and keeping a figure to die for! i wonder how they really do that? does Sarah Jessica Parker just pretend she is eating cake and pizza and then spit it out

oh well, glad some of you nice folks would consider going out with me

P.S where is my man from flickr? you know BIG D?

P.S.S Has anyone heard of a legal herb called Salvia? I saw it on the San Francisco news tonight.. They say you can go on a trip with it, just like LSD and its legal. I wonder if its safe. I go into SF on thursday for my physical therapy. i was thinking of picking some up

The girls on Sex and the City are not real. I know the actors just watch their weight, exercise and all the stuff. As for the men thing, well... I have no answers for you. Sorry.
I don't know where flickr is?
And I haven't heard of this Salvia either? But I am not into the whole drug thing, sorry.
Have an awesome day!