THOSE WONDERFUL HOLIDAY MEMORIES
So, i tried to eat breakfast or dinner or whatever on Christmas eve. It was a bowl of oatmeal. All of sudden i just couldn't keep it down, so today is what the 27th, there is still dried up oatmeal vomit all over my bathtub,
and no i don't barf in the toilet cause its gross my toilet is nasty. TMI. yeah.
oh, at least i haven't showered or attempted to bathe at all since Dec 24th, TMI..
so the dried vomit smell can maybe cover up MY SMELL.
SO, then i get up CHristmas morning and either one of my cats or my boyfriend's NASTY OLD FARTING DOG has gone and put its mark ALL OVER MY ROOM. YES, FOLKS IT WAS PEE-A-POOLOZA! Pee everywhere, all over my dancemat that i use for my video game, dance dance revolution In a huge puddle in a container which i had to take out to the garbage,,
So, still there is that LOVELY PEE smell and i can't even set one foot in my room
Theres even some cat shit on the floor. Well, i go to my psychiatrist tomorrow. Maybe, he will convience me to clean. or to snap out of my depression.
right now, my stomach hurts so bad it feels like i am about to pop a kid or something. Yesterday, I ATE AND ATE AND ATE.. Today, i say, hell no i'll just have some oatmeal (didn't end up in the tub) and some fruit and some low cal candy.
Well thats all i had, but my stomach is killing me.. maybe its the cigarrettes.
I'll write later about my christmas haul.. i wonder why it didn't help my depression,, gee, must mean money can't buy happyness.. OR TEACH ONE HOW TO SPELL..
So, i tried to eat breakfast or dinner or whatever on Christmas eve. It was a bowl of oatmeal. All of sudden i just couldn't keep it down, so today is what the 27th, there is still dried up oatmeal vomit all over my bathtub,
and no i don't barf in the toilet cause its gross my toilet is nasty. TMI. yeah.
oh, at least i haven't showered or attempted to bathe at all since Dec 24th, TMI..
so the dried vomit smell can maybe cover up MY SMELL.
SO, then i get up CHristmas morning and either one of my cats or my boyfriend's NASTY OLD FARTING DOG has gone and put its mark ALL OVER MY ROOM. YES, FOLKS IT WAS PEE-A-POOLOZA! Pee everywhere, all over my dancemat that i use for my video game, dance dance revolution In a huge puddle in a container which i had to take out to the garbage,,
So, still there is that LOVELY PEE smell and i can't even set one foot in my room
Theres even some cat shit on the floor. Well, i go to my psychiatrist tomorrow. Maybe, he will convience me to clean. or to snap out of my depression.
right now, my stomach hurts so bad it feels like i am about to pop a kid or something. Yesterday, I ATE AND ATE AND ATE.. Today, i say, hell no i'll just have some oatmeal (didn't end up in the tub) and some fruit and some low cal candy.
Well thats all i had, but my stomach is killing me.. maybe its the cigarrettes.
I'll write later about my christmas haul.. i wonder why it didn't help my depression,, gee, must mean money can't buy happyness.. OR TEACH ONE HOW TO SPELL..