And we'll be beaten down without mercy or meaning
I turn my face to a careless skyline
I'm searching hard for a sign from heaven
But they've forgotten me here
All the options that keep popping up seem to be worse and worse.
time is no friend to me anymore.
I believe this years theme is survival.
I think i need more hobbies other then sleeping and playing video games.
I really dont know what to say dont take this blog as me whining and complaining. its just a place ive deiced to put my random thoughts down for now. Yes im still a mess but its how i prefer my life as much as i always ask for stability. deep down i know i would get bored with it.
Just for dealing with me general lack of happiness here are two pics of me. hey look i think im trying to smile in the second one
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
I'm the oak tree, You're the storm
I turn my face to a careless skyline
I'm searching hard for a sign from heaven
But they've forgotten me here
All the options that keep popping up seem to be worse and worse.
time is no friend to me anymore.
I believe this years theme is survival.
I think i need more hobbies other then sleeping and playing video games.
I really dont know what to say dont take this blog as me whining and complaining. its just a place ive deiced to put my random thoughts down for now. Yes im still a mess but its how i prefer my life as much as i always ask for stability. deep down i know i would get bored with it.
Just for dealing with me general lack of happiness here are two pics of me. hey look i think im trying to smile in the second one
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
I'm the oak tree, You're the storm
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keely:
wowzers! so much good music! thanks!
super_nova:
just checking in
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