vonpink

And we'll be beaten down without mercy or meaning
I turn my face to a careless skyline
I'm searching hard for a sign from heaven
But they've forgotten me here

All the options that keep popping up seem to be worse and worse.
time is no friend to me anymore.

I believe this years theme is survival.
I think i need more hobbies other then sleeping and playing video games.
I really dont know what to say dont take this blog as me whining and complaining. its just a place ive deiced to put my random thoughts down for now. Yes im still a mess but its how i prefer my life as much as i always ask for stability. deep down i know i would get bored with it.

Just for dealing with me general lack of happiness here are two pics of me. hey look i think im trying to smile in the second one



I'm the oak tree, You're the storm