Code Monkey have every reason
to get out this place
Code Monkey just keep on working
to see your soft pretty face
Much rather wake up eat a coffee cake
Take bath, take nap
This job fulfilling in creative way
such a load of crap
Code Monkey think someday he have everything even pretty girl like you
Code Monkey just waiting for now
Code Monkey say someday, somehow
yes i think those few lines some up how im feeling quite nicely.
So yes im back after some some working, free time, and lack of sleep. Would have been soon but my laptop deiced it was easier to quit working on me and delete the blog i was writing.
so happy belated valentines day to all of you. yes i know im late but im never a timely guy but least i try right?
as a few of ya know i spent mine alone working and drinking.
So not a whole lot has gone down sence my last blog. yes ive retreated to doing not much of anything but living. must keep doing something dont want to let down my resoltion.
In some excting news i got employ of the month. yupper. kinda funny since im late every day got visable tattoo hoop earings and im not to big on clean and have a groomed facial hair. o well guess its my ruggedly great charm that wins people over.
I think next blog is goign to be a video blog anyone got anything they would like me to talk about? hmm got question? id love to hear them ill answer all 100% truthfully
So in other news I maybe be packing my bags for a slightly road trip to philly. I've got to call the Uarts college ive been looking at and set up a tour date. Along with this my fortune cookie was pretty amazing
pack your bags your going on a trip.
i mean really whats could show that lady luck has dieced to show me some love.
So in my awesome findign skills i have i found this nugget of indie musicclick me. its a site with indie bands, rappers, techno,nerdcore, and people who play there music for fun. you should check it out.
well like i said in a older blog i got a nice camera and i was goign to use it and i did so now enjoy my crappy skills(and advice would be total sweet and net ya you a shout in a v-blog you know you want it)and yes i used tree cus they dont move much
I did manage to see friday the 13th when it came out. it was enjoyable. but sometimes one needs to go see a film with not much thought to it. so ya go see it if you liek watching hormone driving teens getting wahts coming to them.
Since alot of people have done one of these i decied to the "25" facts about me here. arnt you happy ? weeeee!.
1. I have tons of nick names. pink, pinker, pinky to name a few. i even ocne for two weeks went by the name "stick" im guessing it was because of my body size.
2. if i drink milk before i sleep i have fucked up dreams. last one was a documantary abouta girl wanting to fist her self. and there was a narrartor to it.
3. I am a hopeless romantic even though i never been in love.
4. I am a virgin still. i often wake up and think of myself as a freak and where i messed up for not losing it but i refuse to just fuck a chick to be done with it.
5. ive done lots of thigns for money some legal some not so legal.
6. i try not to think since i tend to get my self depressed if i do. but i amaze people sometimes when i speak and idiot doesnt spew from my mouth like most times. those smart moments often happen late at night when i should be sleeping.
7.i dont have any real connection to anyone in my family. im not tight with anyone sometimes it wierds me out and makes me feel more alone other tiems i get strenght from the fact im alone.
8 i mgiht seem like some tough ass with little to know fears but i do have some fears. like growning old, being forgotten,never finding anyone and dieing alone.
9. i sleep to much. I will sleep 12+ hours if i dont have a reason to get up. I also have a habit of sleep when i get depressed. i guess if im not awake i dont ahve to deal with the mediocrity that has become my life.
10. I hate wearing cloths and if i dont ahve to get dressed i can found in socks and boxers.
11.i dont not like country music, flanel or hunting.
12. i ahve a style that is a cross between punk rock and being dressed up. some hate it some love it(not sure on this one) for me its my out look on life
13.i get lost easy. its funny at times.
14. i rarely lose my anger or get mad for more then 10 minutes. im jsut clam cool and relax
15. i have a addiction to robots, zombies, and indie music.
16. when i was younger women could get me to do or let them do to me jsut about anything they wanted. I've gotten better at saying no to them. on the same not my firends got me to do stuff by saying "dude the chicks will total dig you if you do it". incase your wondering no no they wont dig it.
17. im pretty civil and i dont lie much anymore. i think thats good.
18. random complains from strangers, coments on blogs make me happy beyond beleaf.
19. friends and people that know me come to me for advice in things. often questions about love. i find it funny since i cant find love but i can help others find it.
20. i have this feeling that im cursed when it comes to love(last thing about love i swear). every girl i seem to fall for either a) dieced that man are worthless and she will date women only. b) get a b/f when im woking up the never to ask her out. c)use me d) finds the man/women of her dreams. i think someones out to get me
21. i own a huge collection of movies and music. my knwledge of them is even greater.
22. i ahve self image, self esteem and confidnce problems. im working on getting better.
23.If you havent noticed i suck at grammer and spelling. i dont care anymore.
24. my though process seems like its all hyper out on suger. i hope from idea to idea back to the orginal idea and so forth. it gets confusing and i often lose my track of though and seem like a space cadet.
25. i dont like being a follower and i dont like leading. just think for yourself
I've dieced on a name for my blog site. what is it you ask? well you are goign to ahve to wait till i make it all pretty so you can go book mark it and read it when your waiting for your porn to finish downloading.
I'm doing well!!! I had a SUPER BORING shoot today and after I went on a picture assault to vent a little!!!!! I'll post pics soon... not now, I'm going to bed coz I shoot tomorrow again... Love and hugz!!!
Billie
xox
Billie
xox