3rd and final edit: I'm not going to work tonight. I'd be really pissed if I missed my brother's call from Iraq because I was on stage.... It's not like I can just go through my missed calls and call him back..... I really want to hear from him and know that he is okay.........so if you were thinking about comming in tonight, save your moneyand come tomorrow, becaue the door guy will tell you I'm there even if I'm not, and won't give you a refund when you find out I'm not there...............so here is my original entry fo the day...... please forgive me It's been a rather emotionaly unstable day for me..... I wish it was already over.
Hmmmmm...... the weather here has cooled off a bit, and it is overcast today.Good after noon SG..... I decided to re work the format of my journal since someone decided to rip off my last one, and I hadn't even had it for a year. I'm alittle irritated and this person will never, and I mean never be on my friends list....... why can't people think for themselves anymore? It's depressing.
YESTERDAY
I went to check out a band that I am going to try singing for. Originally I was going to just say no, because of the time commitment. But I ended up going, and I really liked what I heard. It sounded like a band that I would have gone to see at Gilman, back in the old days before gilman got lame. I was so afraid of it being that whiny emo/indie lame as sliverlake sound. thankfully, it was not even close. ....So this next week I will begin working with the guitarist on some songs and we will see if it works out. I havn't sung in a band in a very long time, but I am willing to come out of my shell for this. The whole band is really cool, and everybody has great taste in music, which is a real plus. Like major. after that I went home and called maxx, and we went out. we ran into SG Bella who has a really cute accent. Too bad Los Angeles, I got to meet her first.... anyway, she was really nice, and I got a free porn DVD last night too..... after that it was another night hanging out in the slums of hollywood... cheap mexican food, gansters, and 7-11 late at night provide me with all the entertainment I need....
TODAY
I am waiting for my brother to call me from afghanistan. My sister-inlaw told me it would be before noon, but I haven't heard from him yet. bummer..... maybe he has tired after work.... maybe he's going to call me when it's morning for him.... I dunno. I do know that I will have my phone on me the whole time at work now..... I'm going to be fucking pissed if I miss his call.... not a whole lot else is new around here... I'm actually enjoying a lull in my schedule, because next week it's going to get crazy busy again....
what else am I going to do today? I'm making chicken picatta in a little bit. I need to put some meat on my bones.... seriously, I put weight on and then It comes right off if I don't eat right, and eat junk food.
TOMORROW
another work night. durring the day, I have lots of errands to run. I have to get miscellaneous shit like razors, and lotion. It's gotta be done... I need to get a new pair of dance shoes soon too. I have a feeling this pair is going to crap out on me soon.....anyway, that's all I know about tomorrow so far....
IN GENERAL...
I am wondering how the weekend is going to be. If it really sucks, I'm going to have to work sunday. It's memorial day weekend, and lot of people are out of town......
sometimes I wish I had a wishlist where people could buy me stuff but then after thinking about it, I realize that the one I have is really for the greater good as a whole instead of the right now....
yesterday I repaired and re-wired two of my dreads... I am getting sensitive about them braeking beacuse it is all my own hair. none of it is fake, or an extension....
hmmm... that's all I can think of for right now... have a great weekend you guys, oh yeah, I didn't forget about the questions you asked me. I'm going to answer the ten best on monday, so yeah, I didn't forget about you....
edit: Oh yeah, don't belive everything you hear. I never worked for godsmack, I hate that band, and I don't care how broke I am, there's no way I would compromise myself by working/posing for a band that I can't stand. I mean yeah, I gotta eat too, but I'd rather starve than compromise myself for the almighty dollar. don't believe the hype. But it sure was a funny story. Thanx messy.
2nd edit: I really hate being lied to. you know who you are. thanks alot. Please don't ever talk to me again. You really hurt me.
well, I'm outa here. ciao.
xoxox-V.
- what was the very first album you bought?
- what are you listening to right now?
- do you watch T.V.?
I'm having a really hard day........
Hmmmmm...... the weather here has cooled off a bit, and it is overcast today.Good after noon SG..... I decided to re work the format of my journal since someone decided to rip off my last one, and I hadn't even had it for a year. I'm alittle irritated and this person will never, and I mean never be on my friends list....... why can't people think for themselves anymore? It's depressing.
YESTERDAY
I went to check out a band that I am going to try singing for. Originally I was going to just say no, because of the time commitment. But I ended up going, and I really liked what I heard. It sounded like a band that I would have gone to see at Gilman, back in the old days before gilman got lame. I was so afraid of it being that whiny emo/indie lame as sliverlake sound. thankfully, it was not even close. ....So this next week I will begin working with the guitarist on some songs and we will see if it works out. I havn't sung in a band in a very long time, but I am willing to come out of my shell for this. The whole band is really cool, and everybody has great taste in music, which is a real plus. Like major. after that I went home and called maxx, and we went out. we ran into SG Bella who has a really cute accent. Too bad Los Angeles, I got to meet her first.... anyway, she was really nice, and I got a free porn DVD last night too..... after that it was another night hanging out in the slums of hollywood... cheap mexican food, gansters, and 7-11 late at night provide me with all the entertainment I need....
TODAY
I am waiting for my brother to call me from afghanistan. My sister-inlaw told me it would be before noon, but I haven't heard from him yet. bummer..... maybe he has tired after work.... maybe he's going to call me when it's morning for him.... I dunno. I do know that I will have my phone on me the whole time at work now..... I'm going to be fucking pissed if I miss his call.... not a whole lot else is new around here... I'm actually enjoying a lull in my schedule, because next week it's going to get crazy busy again....
what else am I going to do today? I'm making chicken picatta in a little bit. I need to put some meat on my bones.... seriously, I put weight on and then It comes right off if I don't eat right, and eat junk food.
TOMORROW
another work night. durring the day, I have lots of errands to run. I have to get miscellaneous shit like razors, and lotion. It's gotta be done... I need to get a new pair of dance shoes soon too. I have a feeling this pair is going to crap out on me soon.....anyway, that's all I know about tomorrow so far....
IN GENERAL...
I am wondering how the weekend is going to be. If it really sucks, I'm going to have to work sunday. It's memorial day weekend, and lot of people are out of town......
sometimes I wish I had a wishlist where people could buy me stuff but then after thinking about it, I realize that the one I have is really for the greater good as a whole instead of the right now....
yesterday I repaired and re-wired two of my dreads... I am getting sensitive about them braeking beacuse it is all my own hair. none of it is fake, or an extension....
hmmm... that's all I can think of for right now... have a great weekend you guys, oh yeah, I didn't forget about the questions you asked me. I'm going to answer the ten best on monday, so yeah, I didn't forget about you....
edit: Oh yeah, don't belive everything you hear. I never worked for godsmack, I hate that band, and I don't care how broke I am, there's no way I would compromise myself by working/posing for a band that I can't stand. I mean yeah, I gotta eat too, but I'd rather starve than compromise myself for the almighty dollar. don't believe the hype. But it sure was a funny story. Thanx messy.
2nd edit: I really hate being lied to. you know who you are. thanks alot. Please don't ever talk to me again. You really hurt me.
well, I'm outa here. ciao.
xoxox-V.
- what was the very first album you bought?
- what are you listening to right now?
- do you watch T.V.?
I'm having a really hard day........
VIEW 25 of 52 COMMENTS
♥
listening to a mix of ani difranco and tori amos
i only watch tv on dvd. it's simpler, besides i hate being a slave to the tv. if it's something worthwhile i can watch it later on dvd, i'm very opposed to the tv.
how i miss cheap mexican food...mmm.
i understand the phone call thing, all the times my dad has been deployed it was just nice to have that reassuring phone call that everything is ok, and that they're safe. i hope you hear from him, soon.
[Edited on May 29, 2005 11:45AM]