voltaire

I'm really sorry for the lack of real updates. I'm really going through a hard time right now. and I honestly don't know what to talk about. My youngest brother leaves for afghanistan for a year and a half tomorrow, and all I can think about is how I don't want him to go. all I can do about it is sit here and cry, and keep pretending my life is totally fine. but the truth is, I'm a wreck.