voldenae

I wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas...

Mine was alright....my Grandfather has been in the hospital the past few days...and passed very early this morning...

I'm not quite sure how to react to all this yet...it seems kind of surreal to me...and I'm sure very soon the brunt of all this will hit me, and I'll be inconsolable for a little while.

I wanted to tell you guys because my parents and I are going back to Ohio for a few days, for the funeral, and I'm pretty sure I wont have internet access...so I'll be sparse for the rest of the week, but I will be back home Sunday.

Hopefully things will be better by then, and hopefully I'll have a wonderful guy to come home to so I can be held and cry...I'm not letting myself cry yet, I have to be strong for Mom...

But who knows, my whole life is inverted and I'm not sure what to make of it...I need a Fairy God Mother to sort all of this stuff out...blah, boo on them being reserved for Princesses only...

So yea...ok, I'm gonna try to bury myself in normal things like worrying about a guy, and worrying about money...anything to get my mind off of things currently...

So you guys have a great Holiday, I'll be back on soon...

love you all!