Hrmmm so my phone barely makes a noise all day... I'm sick so I don't care... Asleep on the lounge before 10pm and at some early hour it rings... "no I'm not coming out"... back to sleep....
..... then that familiar ring tone starts...... the altered one.... NO NO NO it's the stupid ex... answer the phone.... he starts blabbing something about Biff's ex at me, blah di blah blah, she didn't know, she wants your number rah rah rah... so I'm like huh what give me her's and I'll ring her.. what the fucks going on here...( you see apparently he wasn't seeing her anymore and they were just friends and he had told her he was seeing a new person)...
Ring the lovely lady (she really is) to finally get the truth and find out some very interesting things.... I feel so bad now as well... cause if I'd known they were still together I would have never done it in the first place. She is a lovely person and does a lot for him....
She is at his house as we speak looking after his kids!!! Which are both in serious shit... not to mention one of the other ones who the government "look after"..... She's also a real good friend of the family and spends alot of time with his sister, mother, kids etc... Basically lives there...That he's still been with her up until he left and that he's saying the same "I'm going to miss you and I'm going to be with you and blah" when he gets back to both of us. And that he Loves us.. that's right, he said it before he left!!!
He's been telling her he's been going to the football with of all people my ex!!! hahaha that's so funny considering the current fall outs...and that he's been out with his family and stuff when he's been at mine... and been telling me that he's at home when he's at hers... It's been one day mine, one day her's since it started and his two troubled daughters have been left at home the whole time and are fairly pissed with him too...
So her and me discussed everything, every little place him and I have been and every little place her and him have been for the past 5 weeks or so and all the stuff before it.. The presents we have received, the sex, the everything and she told me about all the things he's done before and we got along very well..Mind you we always have... and both of us a civil people so we could talk easy, that and we both wanted to know what was going on.. Cause I dont want to be around if he's still with her, she is a wonderful person and doesn't need to be fucked around anymore than she already has, and if she is still with him then she had a right to know, and she felt the same towards me.... Things went very smoothly..
So he's going to have a heartattack when he comes back from Tibet...Two a bit angry and very, very disappointed women on his hands that I'm sure he is going to try coax back...And neither of us have much to say to him at all...Not like the true buddist life and loyalty thing while he's at the monserties is going to make his guilt ridden self feel any better either.. Lets hope it makes him see what a dishonest person he is..
We decided on he better have the both of us some really kick arse presents when he get back!!!
Anyhooo at least us girls got the clarity and honesty we were looking for...and kept our friendship out of it....
So now I am awake I may as well add where I've been for the past week or so... Spent almost the whole of last week with Biff before he left to Tibet, and wasn't with the other woman...grrr...lol....went to the football... ate out some nice places, made a 16th century style corset,went the the man vs machine fight at the boozer, hoping for a Green victory but he was genuinely outboxed by the Man ( I scored it 118- 112), who suprisingly was smart enough not to say anything stupid after the fight (maybe he'll wisen up)got sick and have been in my pjs for 3 days playing Everquest....
Now I'm grumpy...well not grumpy just let down... Disappointed in mankind once again.. Why can't people just be fucking honest, honest to others and most importantly, honest to themselves... Nothing pisses me off more than people who lie, cheat and steal, who are superficial and materialistic....
Should have gone out with you J_Diddy, wouldn't have heard the phone ring...
In other news...there is lots of things I plan to do in the next few weeks, or at least orgainse to do...
Like: Ring the plumber cause my toilet is fucked ( yes I know you'll laugh when you see that Speedway74)
Get my dreadlocks re-waxed... I'm too impatient and lazy to do them myself...
Get my tatts on my back done.. I'm getting edgy, I feel change, I need my new ink...
Do another set... I really need to send another in...
Get my free sewing machine that I scored so I can make more stuff..
Try find out about some courses I want to do...
Maybe even look for a job.... maybe....
Well that's my rant...... Going to try get back to sleep...
Fuckidy fuck fuck fuck fucking cunt fuck!!! Piss on my parade you heap of shit!!
..... then that familiar ring tone starts...... the altered one.... NO NO NO it's the stupid ex... answer the phone.... he starts blabbing something about Biff's ex at me, blah di blah blah, she didn't know, she wants your number rah rah rah... so I'm like huh what give me her's and I'll ring her.. what the fucks going on here...( you see apparently he wasn't seeing her anymore and they were just friends and he had told her he was seeing a new person)...
Ring the lovely lady (she really is) to finally get the truth and find out some very interesting things.... I feel so bad now as well... cause if I'd known they were still together I would have never done it in the first place. She is a lovely person and does a lot for him....
She is at his house as we speak looking after his kids!!! Which are both in serious shit... not to mention one of the other ones who the government "look after"..... She's also a real good friend of the family and spends alot of time with his sister, mother, kids etc... Basically lives there...That he's still been with her up until he left and that he's saying the same "I'm going to miss you and I'm going to be with you and blah" when he gets back to both of us. And that he Loves us.. that's right, he said it before he left!!!
He's been telling her he's been going to the football with of all people my ex!!! hahaha that's so funny considering the current fall outs...and that he's been out with his family and stuff when he's been at mine... and been telling me that he's at home when he's at hers... It's been one day mine, one day her's since it started and his two troubled daughters have been left at home the whole time and are fairly pissed with him too...
So her and me discussed everything, every little place him and I have been and every little place her and him have been for the past 5 weeks or so and all the stuff before it.. The presents we have received, the sex, the everything and she told me about all the things he's done before and we got along very well..Mind you we always have... and both of us a civil people so we could talk easy, that and we both wanted to know what was going on.. Cause I dont want to be around if he's still with her, she is a wonderful person and doesn't need to be fucked around anymore than she already has, and if she is still with him then she had a right to know, and she felt the same towards me.... Things went very smoothly..
So he's going to have a heartattack when he comes back from Tibet...Two a bit angry and very, very disappointed women on his hands that I'm sure he is going to try coax back...And neither of us have much to say to him at all...Not like the true buddist life and loyalty thing while he's at the monserties is going to make his guilt ridden self feel any better either.. Lets hope it makes him see what a dishonest person he is..
We decided on he better have the both of us some really kick arse presents when he get back!!!
Anyhooo at least us girls got the clarity and honesty we were looking for...and kept our friendship out of it....
So now I am awake I may as well add where I've been for the past week or so... Spent almost the whole of last week with Biff before he left to Tibet, and wasn't with the other woman...grrr...lol....went to the football... ate out some nice places, made a 16th century style corset,went the the man vs machine fight at the boozer, hoping for a Green victory but he was genuinely outboxed by the Man ( I scored it 118- 112), who suprisingly was smart enough not to say anything stupid after the fight (maybe he'll wisen up)got sick and have been in my pjs for 3 days playing Everquest....
Now I'm grumpy...well not grumpy just let down... Disappointed in mankind once again.. Why can't people just be fucking honest, honest to others and most importantly, honest to themselves... Nothing pisses me off more than people who lie, cheat and steal, who are superficial and materialistic....
Should have gone out with you J_Diddy, wouldn't have heard the phone ring...
In other news...there is lots of things I plan to do in the next few weeks, or at least orgainse to do...
Like: Ring the plumber cause my toilet is fucked ( yes I know you'll laugh when you see that Speedway74)
Get my dreadlocks re-waxed... I'm too impatient and lazy to do them myself...
Get my tatts on my back done.. I'm getting edgy, I feel change, I need my new ink...
Do another set... I really need to send another in...
Get my free sewing machine that I scored so I can make more stuff..
Try find out about some courses I want to do...
Maybe even look for a job.... maybe....
Well that's my rant...... Going to try get back to sleep...
Fuckidy fuck fuck fuck fucking cunt fuck!!! Piss on my parade you heap of shit!!
and why is it all the guys you know in that crowd all act exactly the same?
I hope you start feeling better (in all senses) soon.