This is the first journal.
none of my friends look on this. so i can say what i think.
i almost got in a fight tonight. and it would have been welcome in my books. win or lose because it would have afforded me the opportunity to feel something real for the first time in many many months. pain, loss, are still real emotions and valued compared to the plasticity of life that i've been feeling lately.
when someone you love decides to do the one thing they know will destroy you...you're lost and there is nothing anyone can say or do save them to help you find the way.
i'll post more entries.
i hope you'll keep reading.
find this blog and find my faults. i can't speak to you with candor.
he's better than i'll ever be.
none of my friends look on this. so i can say what i think.
i almost got in a fight tonight. and it would have been welcome in my books. win or lose because it would have afforded me the opportunity to feel something real for the first time in many many months. pain, loss, are still real emotions and valued compared to the plasticity of life that i've been feeling lately.
when someone you love decides to do the one thing they know will destroy you...you're lost and there is nothing anyone can say or do save them to help you find the way.
i'll post more entries.
i hope you'll keep reading.
find this blog and find my faults. i can't speak to you with candor.
he's better than i'll ever be.
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Your journal entry reminds me too much of a really bad guy. Sorry
I saw Moneen play a couple months back with Hopesfall and Alexisonfire. They were excellent. I'm highly jealous you guys got to play with them.