vixxen_

Okay. That is really fucking weird. I wake up this morning and suddenly Vixen is no longer my name. WTF. I don't get it. I didn't change it and now apparently some chick in the UK has had this name all along. Fuck off.

Will you still like me if I have a different name?

I went to the Stills show last night. It was...
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IT IS FUCKING MARCH!!!!!

For any of you with SADS you know what I'm talking about. There are crocuses, and daffodils, and cherryblossoms, and beautiful sun. Maybe there was a reason I was born this month. School sucked and I don't care. I work too hard but everything will be fine again. Does anyone else get reborn like this when the days get longer? Blessed,...
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I'm thinking about exes lately for some reason. Also, about my tendency to add body mods with every significant breakup. It's like, I want to add something to myself that has never been his. In this order: Two tattoos, a conch, a navel, and lobes. I know I would have gotten them anyway, but somehow it is more satisfying at those times. I wonder if...
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Okay. Two days off work. I think I'll leave the island for the day tomorrow for a break. This restaurant promotion is killing me.

We hosted another restaurant's staff party last night, so because I'm bar I worked really late. Serving servers is usually a pleasure. They did however, LOVE the chocolate martinis. I really hate making those.

I smashed glasses in the bar on...
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I now have ten gauge earlobes.

I'm on a split shift and have to go back in a half hour. I think I should just set up a sleeping bag there. Then I don't have to inerrupt work for any of this going home bullshit.

but...

FUCKIN' RIGHTS!! I have tickets to the fucking PIXIES in April!! I win!

In the next couple of months...
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I'm sitting here, trying to stretch my earlobes. I'm trying to do it SLOWLY because I tend to scar. There is something very zen about it. Sitting here with steady pressure on the tapers.I keep lubing them up with this fancy ass lube from the Rubber Rainbow. It cracks me up because it is in a pump bottle too huge to put in my drawer,...
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I need to wear a sign at all times. I need to wear a sign that reads, "Do not feed drugs to this girl under any circumstances!"

I only started on fight last night. That's pretty good when I drink gin. When I turn a boy down, he needs to NOT push the issue. He especially needs to not slap my ass, as I will...
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It is 2 am. I just worked three shifts in a row. You know when you're on your feet so much, you strain your big toes, and every step hurts like a bitch? Then again maybe I just walk funny. I have to work every day this week. Super.

I think I might have pinkeye. I look like a demon from a horror movie.

I...
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I work in a fine dining establishment. At the end of the night, I flounced back into the lounge, put techno on the stereo, turned it up, and yelled across the bar to the other server, "Hi muffin! Is everyone gone now?" He stared at me hard, and I looked. A couple were still in the corner drinking wine. Now, It's not like I shit...
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I did something very embarrassing at work tonight. I...I can't talk about it.

I went skateboarding drunk last night. Don't do it. I have no skin.