vixey

just saw a picture of myself from 3 1/2 years ago... wanna kill myself. I thought I've been eating better and been healthier then I have been for a while... not the case. I'M SO FREAKING FAT! UGH! AAAAAAAND I have a doctors appt. tomorrow, and they're going to tell me how over weight I am, and I'll just tell them no shit sherlock, now check my effing thyroid. And then- yeah. I dont know. DEATH!
Cheer me up please!
~Vixey