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this is a letter from one of my best friends that i had to share cuz i was feeling shitty and it really cheered me up. where would i be without the ones i love? they always help me up when it seems both my legs are broken.

oh my sweet nicci - i just read your message you sent me - like - a while ago. i want you to remember just a few things. you have soo many people that care for you. (like me) you brighten
soo many peoples days. even with nasty things going on, you have a smile. even though it might not be a happiness your feeling inside, and i know that game (yes it gets exhausting), it just shows how strong you can be. you have a beautiful little girl who is going to grow up bright and smart and it will all be thanks to the strong direction you give her in life. i know some times you might feel like something is trying to
screw you and having a good laugh about it in a strange evil way, but giving up means giving in and your mental ability to override those grim
nastys is unmatched. i just wish i was like you in many ways. you and lisa joked about me getting a new boyfreind, but odd as it is, that
has been a parasit feeding on my brain for sometime and im not sure what to do about it. my solution is to just shove it down and ignore it until i scratch it out of my skin. but that doesnt matter. all that matters is you. i wish you could be as happy on the inside as you are on
the outside. and you will. keep smiling, you shouldn't rob people of that - good night

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