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vixenchik

Christchurch, New Zealand

Member Since 2004

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Monday May 16, 2005

May 16, 2005
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Hi friends.
I'm not sure how much longer I am going to be a SG member, everything in my life in a bit of a state right now.

It's very different not having had my own computer for 6 months, just briefly checking things at work, or on someone else's computer. But, the good news is... I'm only mildly insane. And I feel like I might be pulling through.

I have so much stuff in my head right now, things of my own doing though, but for some reason I was driven to put myself through these "tests", as I've been calling them. I don't know if I'm going to pass or fail, I feel like I'm going to fall off the earth at times, and then I feel calm. Then numb. Then fucking looney.

All I know is, I've learned a lot, things aren't always what they seem, a lot of times they things that seem good aren't, and vice versa. You make good friends you wouldn't expect, and friendships end for unfortunate reasons.

Life sucks. But it's a trip.
I wish I knew.
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l_f:
Just in case, I e-mailed you so you know how to contact me. kiss kiss
May 16, 2005
dan76:
What happened to your pc?
May 17, 2005

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