vivisection

You're the one who's always choking torjan.
You're the one who's always bruised and broken. Drunk on immorality, valium and cherry wine, coke and ecstasy. You're gonna blow your mind.

I understand the fascination, I've even been there once or twice or more. But if you don't change your situation, then you'll die.
Don't die.
Please don't die.

Damn I am getting paranoid here. I wonder why. Perhaps it is just today, but it is enough. It felt as if my gf wanted to break up with me and at the same time she wants to come home to me.

Perhaps it's all those fuckers who has opinions about my relationship that is getting to me. It is not like I care about their opinions or about them at all. It is just so god damn frustrating with people who keep sending comments to my gf about me, when they haven't even met me. But then again, what is expected from people, who are just the same as her old boyfriend? I feel like exploding here.