vivienne

I have been having amazing dreams lately. Very calm, peaceful, floating on clouds sort of dreams. It doesn't reflect my waking life. During the day I have been in a state of panic. I feel like I can relax and breath at night but during the day I feel panicked. It's a strange feeling.

Seventeen days until my birthday. I have no idea why I am even counting. I have no plans. Maybe I will leave the island for a day or stay on the beach and drink cocktails.