vitamins

February, what a dreaded month. On Feb 8th, 11yrs ago I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life and am reminded of it every year. I hate Feb 14, for those of us distant to spend the rest of their lives alone this so call holiday is a slap in the face. I have to spend from now to about the 17 of Feb lessening to my friends, co workers talk about what their plans are, what they did, how sweet there significant other is blah blah blah.
I plan on spending the that evening in a hot bubble bath, with candles burning, a bottle of wine and Nina Simone playing in the back ground. Maybe I will get luck and pass out in the tub from the wine and drowned that would be the perfect ending to my evening.