vitaminaj

that bottom picture gets me every time.

ps.
lets do something sneaky.

hey you how ya been?

Miss talkin to you.

* M U A H *

When ya come on out to California come see ME.. ( Forget that Jynee Chick.
you KNOW IM the one ya wanna "SEE"

ha.ha.ha.

<3you.

...and I lust after you too

that's what you need...lean on that

forget the phone an lust after me instead... ...and it was so great hearing your voice today Love you too!!!

Oh sweetie, I so wish I could make you feel better, but your grieving will take its own course, and the emotions will comes when they are ready, you cant force it...I cant say I know what you are feelig..I have lost many family members, and that has been very tough, but I have yet to lose a parent, and that truly terrifies me, i know I will loe it, when that day comes....know that I am here for you, and I love you.

of course you haven't been sad too long, this all just happened...and there is no proper way to grieve...it just sounds like you're angry which is one of the stages of grief...both my sisters and my mom went to see a grief counselor and they said it really helped...even if you only go once, i think it'll set your mind at ease as to what is "normal" behavior and what is not...hang in there, it'll get better.

I have such a large family that I have been to way too many funerals in my day...it certainly doesnt make it any easier, but family support definately does help. You cant expect for it to just be better and move on, its a slow healing process, but dont keep your feelings bottled up, that will only make it worse, if you need to cry, then cry, but dont forget to remember all the good stuff and laugh too

sounds like despite everything, you are doing really well...i felt the same way (sensitive and needy) my personality completely changed for a while...some things went back to normal and some things just changed...good luck with the job!

Text me if you need to, or email me, im here for you sweetie.

Take care hun.

I am so so sorry honey, I wish I knew what else to say

oh i'm so sorry honey. my thoughts are with you and hopfully giving you strength.

Oh sweetie, i am so sorry you are going through all of this right now, i wish I could be there to help you...are you getting unemployment...cant any of your freinds help you out at all?

My dad passed eight months ago(not my bio. father, but he was the best dad ever)I was there to the end, I held his hand when he passed.It was the hardest thing I've ever been through in my life....Ther isnt a day goes by where I dont think/cry my eyes out about him.I'm not one to give advice, but I think you should deffinatly make your peace, and make sure he knows how you feel.My heart goes out to you.


Brandon.

anytime, and if you ever feel like talking about whatever, just hit me up.

B.