ok so i am back home now. Things didn't go nearly as bad as i had thought they would. I will admit that i wasn't quite ready to leave but i was. I guess what i really mean is I wasn't ready to leave my little bro. I know that he needs me right now and i feel like i can't be there for him...
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phoenixgirl:
I have such a large family that I have been to way too many funerals in my day...it certainly doesnt make it any easier, but family support definately does help. You cant expect for it to just be better and move on, its a slow healing process, but dont keep your feelings bottled up, that will only make it worse, if you need to cry, then cry, but dont forget to remember all the good stuff and laugh too 
user038538:
sounds like despite everything, you are doing really well...i felt the same way (sensitive and needy) my personality completely changed for a while...some things went back to normal and some things just changed...good luck with the job!
i'm leaving this afternoon. I am taking my laptop but I don't know if I will have anything other than dial up. Thanks for all your support.
phoenixgirl:
Text me if you need to, or email me, im here for you sweetie.
heavenandhell:
Take care hun.
my father passed away last night...
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phoenixgirl:
I am so so sorry honey, I wish I knew what else to say 
heavenandhell:
oh i'm so sorry honey. my thoughts are with you and hopfully giving you strength.
So it looks like they are sending my dad home with hospice...his body is rejecting the dialysis and there is nothing more the hospital can do for him. It won't be much longer before his body poisons its self. I have to figure out how to afford this trip. I am already trying to sell my drums...I just don't think I can bring myself to...
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phoenixgirl:
Oh sweetie, i am so sorry you are going through all of this right now, i wish I could be there to help you...are you getting unemployment...cant any of your freinds help you out at all?
Tonight I have been left alone with my thoughts. I have to admit that it is probably a good thing. I have several things weighing so heavy on my mind. First things first.
My father..I have a decision to make and it isn't an easy one. I can let the last memory I have of my dad (hugging and saying he loves me) be the...
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My father..I have a decision to make and it isn't an easy one. I can let the last memory I have of my dad (hugging and saying he loves me) be the...
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sevenmag:
My dad passed eight months ago(not my bio. father, but he was the best dad ever)I was there to the end, I held his hand when he passed.It was the hardest thing I've ever been through in my life....Ther isnt a day goes by where I dont think/cry my eyes out about him.I'm not one to give advice, but I think you should deffinatly make your peace, and make sure he knows how you feel.My heart goes out to you.
Brandon.
Brandon.
sevenmag:
anytime, and if you ever feel like talking about whatever, just hit me up.
B.
B.
so..i found out yesterday that they are giving my dad two weeks to live...what the hell am i supposed to think about that? how am supposed to feel about that? what the fuck? why would a doctor tell someone that? why the hell can't they just let you live not knowing. Now i am trying to figure out when i am headed home. guys i...
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cockzombie:
merry christmas to one of the most beautiful women on the internet, inside and out. I suppose I could have copied and pasted a code for a glittery christmas comment, but I wanted you to know how much you meant to me. I hope the new year is good to you.
phoenixgirl:
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry to here that...just try to spend as much time with him as you can...
In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point
at chicken noodle soup. I am
adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my...
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into each other's eyes more,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point
at chicken noodle soup. I am
adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my...
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phoenixgirl:
hey baby...how is everything going?
ginary:
happy holidays
what do you do when words aren't enough
and words are all you have?
what do you do when feelings are wasted on the undeserving?
what do you do when your arms long to hold and you heart longs to love?
what do you do when your smiles are lost over static and dropped calls?
what do you do when your love is so confusing?...
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ginary:
why thank you 
onie:
hi hun.. so whats the answer? hopefully something other than "you dont"
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ginary:
real cute congrats 
instantkarma:
wow, shes kinda cute. 
so i was thinking...why don't i spend more time on SG?? I don't have a job or an excuse..please forgive me and i promise i will spend more time here. i miss my peeps.
phoenixgirl:
That would be good, since I spend all my time here...I miss you, and love you!!
i swear...this job search is kickin my ass...it sucks
i am lookin for a job in the LA area...and it turns out it isn't as easy as i thought. Someone help me out here...do you know of any good positions in the area..help a playa out.!!!!!
i am lookin for a job in the LA area...and it turns out it isn't as easy as i thought. Someone help me out here...do you know of any good positions in the area..help a playa out.!!!!!
phoenixgirl:
hey sweetie, i saw on your mysoace page that you quit your job!..i though you were gonna try and find something else first...what happened?