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Ok so..today was my first real full day at my job..and so far so good. I really like it. I also purchased my plane ticket and rental car for my trip. I will be gone the 22nd-26th. I am super excited about that. Her mom is still acting weird but I don't really care. All I know is in 8 days I will be in...
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heavenandhell:
Glad to hear things are going well.

kiss
instantkarma:
nah. im not getting laid today. & im up to my ears in chocolate.



i love you butthead. kiss
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WoooHooo!! I got a job!!! hell yeah. also i sold my dads car on ebay last night. So i am feeling damn good. I feel like i am going to be a worth while member of society and i did something to help my family. I feel wonderful. The big news...I am going to California to visit InstantKarma!!!! She was supposed to come see...
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instantkarma:
12 days! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
phoenixgirl:
Congrats...have fun.
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well still no word back from any of the jobs. I called them today but no word...i am bummed out.
phoenixgirl:
Sorry the job hunt isnt going well...I am going to get to it when I get back from vacation...
heavenandhell:
Sorry to hear that, but don't give up, there is something out there for you.

kiss
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ok so i posted some new pics...i had my interviews and i am currently awaiting news from these places. they had to run background checks and drug tests..i am really really really hoping that i get a job soon. i am going over the edge sitting at home..anyway.
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user038538:
so? how'd they go? and how are you?
sevenmag:
hope your interviews go well, sitting at home sucks ass.I havent worked in a month now, and even though I'm still getting paid, I cant stand be home anymore.

Winter time sucks much ass
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i have an interview today..with a different company. so good vibes and good luck peeps..please and thank you!!!
instantkarma:
my worker bee.
you'll do fineeee. kiss
i <3 you boobies. wink
phoenixgirl:
i hope that works out for you, i have to start job-hunting too...
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Ok so I interviewed with a company and they called me back for a second interview. I am super excited!!! I hope I get this job cause I am bored outta my mind sitting at home..So if you guys will pray or send good vibes or whatever it is you do. I need a job quick. I am super nervous. Ok..so moving on.
I am...
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instantkarma:
iiiiiiiii loooooooove youuuuuuuu. kiss
phoenixgirl:
Good luck on the job interview!
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heavenandhell:
It's very ornate. smile
ginary:
I like it smile kiss
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instantkarma:
that bottom picture gets me every time. love love
instantkarma:
ps.
lets do something sneaky.
wink
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i had an interview today and i feel like it went really well. I hope so dang much that they call me soon. I need to get a job like now. I know I will feel better if I could just be productive again. It will also make it easier to buy plane tickets to see InstantKarma at least once a month or so. Then...
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crymson:
hey you how ya been?

Miss talkin to you.

* M U A H *

When ya come on out to California come see ME.. ( Forget that Jynee Chick.
you KNOW IM the one ya wanna "SEE"

wink

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in all seriousness. I HOPE your doing well. and IF you DO get out here to My Neck o the woods. please let me know because I would LOVE to see you.

instantkarma:
ha.ha.ha.

<3you. smile
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Omg...i have spent the last few days hanging out in the woods with some close friends and it made me feel more centered. just being that close to nature and hanging out with good friends. i haven't drank since i was in oklahoma. I feel pretty damn good about that too. InstantKarma is coming to see me at the end of February. I don't care...
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phoenixgirl:
...and I lust after you too love kiss
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everyday she gives me more
more love
more support
more of her.
everyday she takes more
more of my love
more of my heart
more of my soul
everyday she gains more
more of my trust
more of my love
more of my soul
everyday she sees me
me in pain
me in laughter
me..just me
everyday she surprises me
with her words
with her...
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user038538:
that's what you need...lean on that
phoenixgirl:
forget the phone an lust after me instead... wink kiss ...and it was so great hearing your voice today kiss kiss Love you too!!! love
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So..i have been back a few days and I don't know how to feel. I know that I am not grieving properly. I have been taking out all my frustration and anger and whatever on the people closest to me. I don't know how to stop. My personality is changing and I can only hope it will go back to normal. I can't cry anymore...
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phoenixgirl:
Oh sweetie, I so wish I could make you feel better, but your grieving will take its own course, and the emotions will comes when they are ready, you cant force it...I cant say I know what you are feelig..I have lost many family members, and that has been very tough, but I have yet to lose a parent, and that truly terrifies me, i know I will loe it, when that day comes....know that I am here for you, and I love you.
user038538:
of course you haven't been sad too long, this all just happened...and there is no proper way to grieve...it just sounds like you're angry which is one of the stages of grief...both my sisters and my mom went to see a grief counselor and they said it really helped...even if you only go once, i think it'll set your mind at ease as to what is "normal" behavior and what is not...hang in there, it'll get better.