vitaly_yaksminov

I'm in a weird state right now. Its like i'm trying to convince myself to be depressed but I can't quite get there?

Maybe thats a sign that things are getting better. I don't really have anything to be depressed about. School is going good, I got 3 As and 1 B on my midterms.

So whats the deal exactly? I'm not sure... but I guess maybe I am getting better, cause this is like 'that time of the month' when I'm supposed to get all depressed.

I have been anti-social I guess... but better to be alone and doing stuff than to be alone and depressed.