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You know, I think I'll be somewhat relieved when my one-month membership runs out. Meanwhile, I'll be racing to save all of the pictures that I can in this span of time! I just don't know if I can deal with some of the topics on the boards. I know I don't have to read them, but they pop up everywhere! The discussion about Anna Nicole Smith and how she's gotten "too thick" is just disturbing to me. Who gives a shit if she's bigger than Kate Moss and other runway models? She looks much healthier than them, and even though I can't condone her lifestyle (though she seems to have toned it down a bit), I still think she's pretty. Now I *know* that I could never become a Suicide Girl. I wouldn't want to be berated for my "thickness". You know, I'm actually surprised that there aren't more soft women on this site. I thought it stood against media stereotypes, but I guess people still want to see thin girls, regardless of whether or not they have tattoos and piercings. I just don't fall into that category. Even if I was happier with my weight, I'd still be bigger because of my breasts. Sigh.